The Lord sure works in mysterious ways!

Okay, so today at school I had the most shitty day imaginable, I was teased and mocked by even my friends for something that happened over the weekend. So I thought 'I have a shitty family, I hate school and home, **** it, I don't deserve this, I'm going to kill myself' so I wrote a suicide note and a note for you people on KMC and was ready to do it when I got home from school. But on the way home I ran into some other friends from another class and they were like 'Hey, we're gonna throw rocks at these guys, come with us.' so I thought 'why not? this could well be my last day on earth' so I hung out with them this afternoon and had a blast! it's amazing to know that my day went from bloody shitty to okay.

thats good!
See even the sucky days are have some bit of brightness! Stick it out! Its worth it!

awfully dumb reason to kill yourself. i was always made fun of when i was your age. because im wierd and i wear velcro shoes. but did a kill myself? no. what did i do you ask? well ill tell you! i let it smolder in me until i smacked a teacher in the face. i was arrested and so i broke out of jail and killed some police. they shot me in the face twice. but i survived with only a nose and half of an eye left on my face.

^Wow...

um its sunday? you have school on sinday?

I have been Batetred, Bullied and so on so forth for a good 14 years of my life, (i'm 17) And My Fafther's only way of communication is Shouting and yelling at me for things I did not do, or always bringing back the blam to me. Sure Iw anted to Die, sure I WANT to die every day of my life, even now that i am in college and my friends rock. Why didn't I? I dunno, stuff happens, you meet people...

you stopped your self from suicide and decided to throw rocks at someone?...did I read that right?

Originally posted by Ronny
um its sunday? you have school on sinday?

y'know those crazy aussies 😛

it's monday there 😖

Originally posted by BadKitty
you stopped your self from suicide and decided to throw rocks at someone?...did I read that right?

I was hoping someone else would ask that so that i didnt have to.

Originally posted by Mr Zero
I was hoping someone else would ask that so that i didnt have to.

I didn't throw rocks at people, but my friends did. They were other friends of ours, so we chatted and stuff.

Originally posted by §pearhead
y'know those crazy aussies 😛

it's monday there 😖

How old are you again 🤨

It's Monday in my country, I live in New Zealand and not Australia.

Who Silver? me?

yea

Originally posted by BlackC@t
It's Monday in my country, I live in New Zealand and not Australia.

my b 😖

similar time zone is all i mean

Originally posted by BlackC@t
I didn't throw rocks at people, but my friends did. They were other friends of ours, so we chatted and stuff.

personally, I love the title of this thread, cuz its completely true 🙂 And Blackcat, don't ever think about killing yourself again...here, i just found some lyrics that I think pertain to you 🙂

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

i would