HarmonicFlo88
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It's nice to see you people give a ****. thanks.
About tha pot thing, i understand its only a temporary way to deal...and thas not enough for me to start smokin it. plus its a bite outa your wallet, too.
I doubt i'm bi-polar, at my depressed state i just can't stand people that ask me stupid questions...i flip out on my mom a lot lol. I get more mad at shit that i would normally ignore.
When i'm happy, life just feels right - everything feels like its where it should be and i feel indestructable. even some bad shit happening to me doesn't phase me, i just see an optimistic side of it. but then again when i'm depressed...I begin to ponder about tha point of life, how its so damn repititious, contradictory, unfair and especially when i plan something out and it fails...disappointment.
I haven't gotten good sleep in awhile, maybe that's it. and yea i definitelty need some booty....jessica alba :drool:..haha.
I think tha main thing i need is a reason to look forward to tommorow. something motivating, or someone sweet and loving. a reason to wake up and feel good about myself. maybe i need to accomplish a special task. some forward motion to forget this serious depressing shit.
I need a ****in car, too. that'd be tha shit!