*Angel was in a daze, her once joyful gleaming hazel eyes now had a far away look as if she was dreaming. They were glazed over and seemed to look past a person if she was talking with them. Angel was chopping up carrots to put into the stew when the knife missed the orange vegatable and instead sliced through her skin on her hand. She didn't notice the cut or the blood rushing down her fingers and collecting in a small puddle on the floor. She was numb to the pain, numb to the blood, nothing made sense anymore. Angel had heavy bags under her eyes and her wings were filthy, making the white color turn brown. She was a total mess. A complete and total wreck without Kaze... without BB. Just the thought of them both made her want to break down in tears. She had cried enough and now it seemed no tears were left. Her eyes still held the bloodshot look like they had when she cried*