It's really fustrating when you want to talk to your Mum but you can't and the only thing you most is to see her one last time and hug her. It can get quiet lonely and tear you up inside.
I've felt like that a lot lately, which is weird because I lost my Mum when I was four and I didn't feel that way then.
But I've learned that anytime I want to see her I can just think of her or talk to her inside my head, because she's there and guiding me and listening to whatever I say to her.
That little speech is for anyone who know's what I went through incase you're feeling lonely 😉