The End of All Things?
I have read the books. I have seen each movie over the last THREE consecutive YEARS. I hold in my hands, all three of the beautifully decorated special edition DVDs...‘The Fellowship of the Ring’ ‘The Two Towers’ and ‘The Return of the King’. Each film unique and yet part of the same story. A long journey –now complete.
We don’t even realize what was so important to us, until it has been taken...or gone...finished...over. The films have all been released. We have seen everything. There is nothing left. Here we are in December 2004. Where were you at this time last year –December 2003? 2002? 2001? We were all at the dark cinema. Enjoying what we waited all year to see.
Each year I would drive by the movie house just to see if they’d put up the LOTR poster outside yet. People were excited; you could find anything you wanted in LOTR merchandise; there were promo TV specials; my friend named her dog ‘Frodo’.... Displays in bookstores and the library...You had to be on a waiting list just to check out the LOTR books, they were THAT popular....
My sister and her husband would come home every Christmas and take us to see each movie every year, even if we had already seen it 3 times before, I couldn’t get enough. It was like a new tradition. After my sister took us to see FOTR for the first time, I couldn’t believe I had to wait another year before finding out what happens to Mr. Frodo, and Sam, and those other two hobbits, and that cool Strider guy, not to mention the wait of another additional year to end the story!
I was fourteen when this all began, and I didn’t know it would lead me to an even greater passion for literature, discover my own joys at filmmaking and writing, and that I would ultimately find love.
I immediately bought the books and spent the rest of the (usually depressing) fun winter reading about the Ring of power -Gandalf’s resurrection, amazing creatures that stirred my imagination, overwhelmingly likable and relatable characters, and left me with a desire for more. I cried over the books. The first time reading them was an experience I will never forget. I hardly found them boring as my best friend did, and wasn’t satisfied to just watch the movies. I discovered the ending to the story myself without help from the movies, I read the books and waited with anticipation for ‘The Two Towers’, watching FOTR DVD at least every week to ease the slow passage of time.
The Two Towers was amazing (of course) and I was further drawn in to Middle Earth, and it’s complex characters.
Somewhere after TTT and before the release of ROTK, I was hungry for info on the newest (and final) film, my desire took me to ‘google’ and ‘google’ took me to KMC. I had never been to a message board before, and I was actually told they were dangerous. But the idea intrigued me, and I could see each topic made up of different opinions but of the same community, each user –it’s own personality and style. Each user a human being, with a mind and a soul, so much more than what they appear to be...and every one of them was a part of Middle Earth. The REAL Middle Earth.
I made my own new identity: ‘Smodden’ and began to realize how much my life was changing because of the LOTR.
It’s something powerful, and stirring, you can find yourself lost in the books and movies, but still be comforted by your companions, elves and wizards, it began to feel like home, like I should be there, and MY life was now part of THEIR journey too.
A lot of things happened to me directly during that time. My Grandma died. My dog who was older than I was, died. I ended a painful relationship with a girl, only to be driven into another, more painful relationship, that would end much the same way, later the next year. My Dad was struggling to keep his job.... I was struggling with school.... My Mom was ill...
The Lord of the Rings was an escape for me; from everything...I was part of something... and my problems didn’t seem as huge as I made them out to be, when I was with Aragorn, trying so hard to catch up to those Uruks, who kidnapped my friends the hobbits... Frodo’s ring became MY ring. And if Frodo could make it as far as he did, than so could I. My ring wasn’t as heavy anymore. My problems were now surmountable.
It would be the spring after ROTK, that my life would take an amazing turn...changing my life yet again...I met shadowy_blue, and she met me. LOTR ignited us into Love. And that’s where Solina took over my life.😉
Lol.....anyway..😛
LOTR has come to a close. We are at the end of it all. What once seemed so far away, is now. NOW. we are here already. J.R.R. Tolkien and Peter Jackson and his cast and crew have made me more than happy with their accomplishments. It’s a sad reality that the movies we have come to love so much, are completed....And it does leave me feeling more than a little empty this December....We’ve changed. all of us have...we’ve grown, and discovered so many new things...merry and pippen wern’t the same after their journey, neither was frodo....Gandalf and so many others left us...and sailed away...some stayed with us, clinging to the dream they have lived, and re-lived. We HAVE something that the next generation will NEVER have. We have lived it...we have been there and back again...You and I will always remember these three years. Some ties are to deep to be forgotten. Some stories worth re-telling, Some dreams to strong to end...You can never loose Middle Earth. “And I don’t mean to, I don’t mean to.”
“I don’t suppose we’ll ever see them again.”
-“We may yet Mr. Frodo, we may.”
Frodo and Sam -FOTR