its never a good day to lose an aquantance
you are a good person. i hope you are able to get internet when youare in scotland. if thats not the way it will turn out, i hope you come back and are on more often. it is hard to get to know someone who isnt on much and i would have liked to have gotten to know you better than i have. (and thats really not much that i know about you)
yake care princess. peace be the journey.