Let it out
Hi to you all
If any of you are upset or angry about something, or have a problem that you feel you can't talk to your family and friends about. Why not let it out here! it can be anything at all, but if you feel that you would like to talk in private then just give me a pm and i will get back to you! I can't promise that you'll get the answer to your problem, but i will try and help with my honest opion.
the edited version of what I'm thinking right now -
me - what do you actually have against grungers?
laura - that they're grungers!!!! i mean shat clothes shat attitudes shat music shat everything. they're just shat!
me - but why can't you just accept that they're different from you?
laura - but they shouldnt be accepted by anyone
me - why?
laura - dunno how to explain it
me - maybe they think you shouldnt be accepted by anyone
laura - yeah but no one cares what they think
me - actually people do
laura - no not really
sometimes i just don't understand how people can be so god damn ignorant! so people don't dress like you do...so they wear different make up...so they don't fit into your stupid little mould...it doesn't give you any right to just insult them. i just feel like they're trying to make the whole world like them. could you imagine that? a whole world full of stupid little superficial assholes.
ya know...she doesnt care if terrorists take over the world. its just people that dress differently to her. so now i guess you can understand some of the crap that i get so depressed about. also, a few days ago i was feeling emo, and obviously my dad could tell because he said "lucy! stop being so miserable! you're almost 13, you have nothing to be miserable about!"
and that made me feel so...i don't know. yesterday (i'm not proud of it) but yesterday i found myself saying 'why am i being so stupid? why did i have to be difficult? why couldnt i just be like everyone else' but then when i stopped being so hysterical i just thought 'screw everyone else. i'm gonna be who i wanna be' but i don't have the courage to do that. i really don't. once i just came out and told laura that if she can't accept me then i was just gonna walk away, but then when i saw her in school the next day i bottled it and now i'm still hanging around with her. but the thing is, if she was really nasty to me all the time i wouldnt have a problem with just walking away. it would be easy, but the fact is i dont hate her all the time. deep down i do really despise her, but some of the time shes so lovely that i can't. and i just feel like crap because i don't want to be around someone who can't accept people for what they are, but at the same time she can be really nice.
Re: Let it out
Originally posted by crying-freeman
Hi to you all
If any of you are upset or angry about something, or have a problem that you feel you can't talk to your family and friends about. Why not let it out here! it can be anything at all, but if you feel that you would like to talk in private then just give me a pm and i will get back to you! I can't promise that you'll get the answer to your problem, but i will try and help with my honest opion.
MAKE ME
Re: Let it out
Originally posted by crying-freeman
Hi to you all
If any of you are upset or angry about something, or have a problem that you feel you can't talk to your family and friends about. Why not let it out here! it can be anything at all, but if you feel that you would like to talk in private then just give me a pm and i will get back to you! I can't promise that you'll get the answer to your problem, but i will try and help with my honest opion.
Oh, i feel like spamming your f*ckin inbox right now...
...but i wont
Um...I was on a madass trip in the city for new years, staying at my mums friends VERY expensive apartment. They were away and left the apartment to us. Anyway, when i went to sleep in my sleeping bag, i was sleeping near the table. When i woke up i was half dead, and i used this table to help me get up. As i was slightly leaning on it, the table bent completely over and a really expensive fruitbowl smashed onto the ground. It woke everyone up in the apartment and i got in absolute SH!T over it coz it was over $2000. It was extremely rare and the owners of the apartment have no idea about it coz they're in the US right now. I was also blamed for the crack in the table that made it wobbly (which we found out later it had been there for a month). I almost burst out crying in front of everyone coz i'm such a dumbass. Any advice on how you guys would have handled that situation?
Originally posted by *SpunkiE*
Um...I was on a madass trip in the city for new years, staying at my mums friends VERY expensive apartment. They were away and left the apartment to us. Anyway, when i went to sleep in my sleeping bag, i was sleeping near the table. When i woke up i was half dead, and i used this table to help me get up. As i was slightly leaning on it, the table bent completely over and a really expensive fruitbowl smashed onto the ground. It woke everyone up in the apartment and i got in absolute SH!T over it coz it was over $2000. It was extremely rare and the owners of the apartment have no idea about it coz they're in the US right now. I was also blamed for the crack in the table that made it wobbly (which we found out later it had been there for a month). I almost burst out crying in front of everyone coz i'm such a dumbass. Any advice on how you guys would have handled that situation?
I usually just say 'Oh f***, not again'
my wonderful thoughts of the moment.
- i really cant stand school.
- i detest that my mother is making me go to therapy
- even if i probably need it
- i didnt get to go to crew practice today because of said therapist
- i really cant stand my ex, considering how he's a selfish [insert word of choice here]
and yeah. that's all for now.
Originally posted by Jackie MalfoyJackie, have you tried talking to your mother about this?
Ok I am bad about my stepfather he is one big jerk and he is always saying mean stuff about my dad and calling my mom a teen mom ****!I feel like killing him!
Anyway it does feel better leting it all out.Thanks for leting me do that.JM