TEENAGE MIND
deep inside this teenage mind,
who knows what there is to find.
look at me, you'll see happy,
but look inside, theres lots to hide.
i cant take this pain no more,
so im leaving, right out the door.
all the yelling, all the screaming,
sometimes i wish that i was dreaming.
when he speaks i start to cry,
sometimes i wish that he would die.
you're meant to be my father,
the one that i adore.
but every time i see you,
my heart falls to the floor.
deep inside this teenage mind,
who knows what there is to find.
look at me, you'll see happy,
but look inside, theres lots to hide.
GLAD
the sweetest guy ive ever met,
was strangely over the internet.
everything he's got to say,
just so happens to blow me away.
when im happy, or when im sad,
he comes to me and makes me glad.
glad to have met him,
and glad to have loved him.
i dont know how i survived without you,
i dont know what i used to do.
to my gorgeous, loving steve,
do me one thing, and do not leave.
I HATE...
i hate the way you treat me,
why wont you let me be.
i hate the way you yell at me,
when im trying to be free.
i hate the way you look at me,
with the evil in your eyes.
i hate the way you fight with me,
i sence all your despise.
i hate the way you end it with me,
try to make me forgive you.
i hate the way you ignore me,
then pretend it isnt true
THE ONLY ONE I LOVE
once upon a time,
a long, long time ago,
the only one i love - the only one i trust,
he came into my world.
in his whole entire life,
never has he talked,
but for his whole, entire life,
he's shared his love with me.
we've takedn quiet walks alone,
to the beach, or local park.
and all these times, all he's done,
is sit and listen to me.
nearly six years ago now,
he walked into my life,
the only one i talk to - the only one i love,
is my pet puppie, Pichon
A STUPID LIFE
isnt it funny,
when you think about life,
the things we do,
that cause us strife.
sure there's a laugh,
but then there's a yell,
its things like these,
that put us through hell.
it could be a person,
it could be a place,
either of these,
make you go off your face.
for me it's a person,
who i love to hate,
any day,
and any date.
you call yourself a father,
but aren't you meant to try,
no matter what im feeling,
not to make me cry.
remember that day,
i told you i hate you,
beleive it or not,
but yes it is true.
GONE
gone are the days,
when you would see a smile,
incase you havn't noticed,
it has been a while.
gone are the times,
when i would really laugh,
now what they call me,
is a b*tch and a half.
gone are the moments,
when i relied on my mum,
now all those memories,
they seem really dumb.
gone is the future,
when i saw a light,
now my whole destiny,
it seems just not right.
gone is the respect,
do you really care,
when you said that thing to me,
my heart, it felt so bare.
gone are the nights,
when you would wipe my tears,
holding me against you,
you'd scare away the fears.
NO MATTER
no matter what you tell me,
no matter what you say,
do you really think i'll beleive you,
after what you did today.
no matter how you treat me,
in the future or in the past,
these feelings that i feel for you,
theyre sure going to last.
no matter what you try to do,
dont ever think that i'll forgive,
even if you kill yourself,
i still wnt want to live.
no matter what you give me,
whether it be love or some money,
it wont change anything,
never call me honey.
SECOND BEST
no matter where i go,
no matter what i do,
it seems that i can never be,
good enough for you.
no matter what i think,
no matter what i say,
your head always seems,
to turn the other way.
it seems that i will never be,
any better than the rest,
it seems that i will always be,
nothing special, second best.
for as long as i have known you,
we've always been just friends,
and as the time has drifted by,
ive only been your odds and ends.
for as long as i have known you,
your girlfriends come and go,
it hurts so much to see that you,
have never been my beau.
it seems that i will never be,
any better than the rest,
it seems that i will always be,
nothing special, second best.
NAIVE
we used to be the best of friends,
right from the very start,
but every since she came along,
you had to break my heart.
of course i can not blame you,
for i have been naive,
you said you were going nowhere,
and i had to believe.
all that time we spent together,
its all gone down the drain,
now that she entered your life,
ive seen zilch but rain.
DOWN SOUTH
it seems that every single day,
the same dumb thoughts run through my head,
no matter who says what to me,
ill always wish im dead.
as this soulless corpse of mine,
roams down the streets of hell,
my mind it seems to wander,
but nothing rings a bell.
and as you try to shout my name,
nothing leaves your mouth,
you see me dropping not to the north,
but right down to the south.
if i ever went up north,
to the heavenly clouds above,
i sure would not drop down to you,
for you showed me no love.
as i happen to fly down south,
my dreams they all come true,
now i smile all day long,
that im nowhere near you.
WHEN WORDS ARE NOT ENOUGH
eventually in life,
you'll get to the point,
when words are not enough.
you'll see the sun,
turn into clouds,
when times are getting rough.
and all those things,
that people said,
when the truth is just a lie.
then theres the day,
from the moment you wake,
when you wish you'd die.
it's times like these,
you just give in,
when things are just too tough.
its moments like these,
it's all too much,
when words are not enough.
JACKSON
you've always been there for me,
right from the very start.
you picked my up when i was down,
thats when you stole my heart.
and everything you've done for me,
it makes me love you so.
i care for you so much my boy,
how much you'll never know.
if i ever need someone,
i know that you'll be there.
and for what it's worth baby,
i know you really care
SUGAR TREAT
ever since the day we met,
you've been so sweet to me,
all these things i wont forget,
they seem too good to be.
and if you really want to know,
the reason i love you,
i never have to act a show,
for you to do the things you do.
i dont think that anyone,
has ever been this sweet,
this is why i call you hun,
my special sugar treat.
YOU
you make me feel so happy,
even when im down.
you make me have a smile,
when before it was a frown.
you're everything i wish for,
my light, my shining star.
with you i dont need money,
no jewlery or no car.
and every time i need you,
youre right here by my side.
my looks they dont mean nothing,
from you i'll never hide.
making me feel perfect,
is what you seem to do.
i know that you'll be there for me,
without me asking you.
i guess that i could say to you,
you're everything i need.
you're all ive ever wanted,
dont leave me babe i plead.
heres one i just did today - i might put it in that poetry contest if more people enter it 😛
inside a room,
there sits a girl,
a lonely, broken heart.
with music on,
and lights turned off,
she wants another start.
her mothers gone,
away for good,
whetever will she do.
her father's here,
but he's so cruel,
he makes her feel so blue.
he hits her,
and he punches,
until she screams to stop.
he leaves her room,
she double checks,
then races to the shop.
and while she's there,
she buys herself,
a brand new razor blade.
she runs back home,
and locks her door,
her mind it has been made.
and now she's here,
back with her mum,
as happy as can be.
she laughs a lot,
as she should do,
and she can clearly see;
her dad was bad,
her mum was good,
and she was in between.
for death had come,
from what she did,
at a young age of fourteen.