ok I found my old dream diary this was back in 2000 before my dreams went hay-wire and got all 😱
it says here december 2000 so I dont know the actual date of when this one occured. I'll write it how i wrote it in the diary.
I was walking around this huge buliding. It was like a lesiure center. I kept walking up and down stairs watching what people were doing. Then these fairy-like dolls were flying about. At first they didnt seem to bother people but then everyone started screaming and running. I followed them outside to find that as soon as I stepped outside my clothes changed to dolls clothes. the sky was dark and there was a storm coming.then the next thing I knew I was on this carriage being taken to some really steep hilly fields.Then I was in the field and I was happily cutting straw, or corn or some thing. the next thing I knew I was running, dragging some one with me to get away from some thing. Then I was standing, looking at the building again an the fairies appared again. no one else was around it was just me and the fairies.
now i've read this again it still botheres me, why was evey one afraid of these fairies. probably some thing I will never find out.
well alright. wat i can remember.
i was in a large forest it was beatiful the water was nice clean and crisp and the coulours and the animals were amazing. when i was in this jungle i had a few of my friends with me and there were loads of other people who i hadn't even saw before. we were walkin thorugh the jungle and i was right at the front with like all of the other people walkin in single file and then i heard loads of screaming and cries from the back of the line so i run up cutting throuhg all of the people when i get to the back i see this horrible site with blood and gore and body parts all ova the place and i stood and stared at the sight (i must have stared at the sight for about 4 hours wen i was asleep and in my sleep i could feel as if i was going to be sick)then the dream cut out and i was with my mates and like 2 or 3 of the other people i had neva saw before but instead of being in a lush green jungle we were in like a quarry or a canyon or something like that but instead of there being loads of life and nature it was like just horrible and just dead. then all of a sudden i saw this shadow on the floor and this big thing which looked like it was crossed with a human and bird flew down and grabbed one of the other people i had neva seen before and right infront of my very eyes i saw it rip apart the person ( 😘 ) then out of no where i saw this little buggy thing so i jumped into it and took off along this road i thought i was getting chased off one of the things then after a while of riding away i thought i had lost them then all of a sudden i saw my mate catch up2 me and he was riding on the back of a great dane (how fuked up is that) then we stopped and we had a rest and we sat around talking for a bit then we decided we had better move to somewhere safer but it wasn't long until we were found by the bird things and so my mate decided that it would be a good idea to fight them (this is quite ironic as my friend also has a great passion for fighting and will take any fight he is givin no matter wat the odds are aginst him)so i agreed with him so there were 4 of the bird things and i was doin wat i would usually do like warming my self up for a fight then i was about to take on 1 then all i heard from behind me was a girls voice say "no leave him he's mine" so i spin around and see the most the ugly mutha fuka i have eva seen in my life and so i start givin the bird thing grief (cant remember wat i said) then it sturned into this most georgeous girl i have ever saw in my life so instead of griefing her i start tryin chattin her up (typical of me lol) but she would have non of it she just insisted in fighting me so i agree to fight her. she the fight started off throwin punches and kicks at me but i stood there avoiding them and blocking them just basically taking the piss out of her but i started to get cocky and she landed a (lucky) dig into my gut and i didn't feel anything but i was on the floor and she was staring down at me and she said "u are pathetic u looked like u were a worthy adversary" so i kick her leg so that she hits the deck and then this gives me time to get my self up and recover my footing when she gets up and says "very good i want more" were carried out friskin with her but then i remembered all about my mate and so i push the girl over and i run to see wats goin with my mate and i see him ontop of this ugly bird thing brayuing the fuk out of it and he looks at me but doesnt stop hitting the bird thing and says "these b!tchs are hard better watch ur bak" and so i spin around all i see is a fist come flying to wards my face i heard the connection but i didnt feel it and then the girl was ontop of me and then i woke up................pretty ****ed up it was pretty long for like 1 nights dream. but i did sleep for 14 hours that night i went to be at 12 at night and got up and 2 in the afternoon the next day😖
kay lets make things interesting and give you lot an insight as to why I cant use my own dreams for my work.
this was a while ago.
I dreamt that I was walking down road in the town I used to live in before I moved to where I live now. (I was watching myself(third person))
there was a kids playground and green as well as a mass of crossing over paths. I remember a puddle but it had no reflection in it. it was dark and it had just stopped raining a short distance from where the paths meet and crossed over was a large wall. there was a group of girls loitering there I recognised them from the high school
I went to and whcuh my sister also went to. these girls were my sister's age and from her classes. as I got closer to them I realised that they were behaving more aggressively than usual (these girls are nasty little b*tches anyhow and used to bully my lil' sis) again as I got closer I could see that they had a blonde haired girl pinned up against the wall by her throat. the girls were being really noisey but I couldnt make out anything they were saying apart from "We're gonna f*cking kill you b*tch" as I got closer still I was thinking to myself "just keep walking, dont get involved, its not your problem! just walk away"
that was until the blonde haired girl held her head up and I realised it was my sister and I froze on the spot. then everything hit slow motion and one of the gang members put a stanley knife up to my sisters throat and the girl said "say Hi to satan for me!" and dragged the knife from one side of her neck to the other. then every thing went to fast forwards and I just stood there, I couldnt believe what I had just seen and the fact that I hadnt done anything. lisa was slumped in a bloody pile on the floor and the girls in the gang just stood there laughing, I couldnt believe that they thought taking a life, some thing so valuable, some thing so fragile, was funny! was entertaining! I started to cry, I still stood there. no police came, the girls eventually left but where still laughing it was like I had been invisible, like i wasnt really there! I collapsed in a sobbing mess next to the puddle about 7 meters from my sister. I couldnt do anything she was gone. the was just her inanimate physical shell left putrid and bloody. it started to rain and the street lights came on.
I woke up and I couldnt sleep again for three nights after that and I cried for hours and hours. point is I knew lisa was fine at her nan's and that she was at least safe from the girls that afflicted her at school. but I couldnt stop the guilt and the grief and the pure untamed pain of lossing a loved one.
I had a dream once in it I walked into a funeral parlor. and my family was there. every one was crying. I couldnt figure out who had died. I asked someone but they didn't hear me. So, I walked up to the casket and laying there was ME. I turned around and looked at every one in the room. just as I was turning back to look at myself in the casket. Marilyn Manson climbed up on my casket and started to sing "Sweet Dreams" that is when I woke up screaming as I do so often.
I think that I have issues. theres my dream Lara. I don't think it will be of any use to you 😖leep:
the mind has a way of noting every last fetail when it experiances some thing traumatic that and the fact that when it comes to my dreams my recall is very clear and precise I dont know why. may be the fact that it had some thing to do with my sister.
death doesnt always mean death, it marks the end of a cycle. GE it could just mean that its time for you to discover some thing deeper in yourself. then again it could be telling you your biggest fear is letting down the ones you love. either way what we nearly always interpret as a bad dream doesnt always follow. like some one else said try the reverse thing it could just mean that your sarting to live you life the way you want and are haveing a few troubles and others around you think your not going about things the way you should be or they are just jealous because your doing some thing with your life. only a suggest. 😄 thanks for posting.