Originally posted by justjakk
i have my laptop now..it is very nice...i love it soooo much...i also have an I-pod that was thrown in the deal (i guess to get it out of sight)..i love this...now if i get the prgrams put in, i wont have to stay in to be on the pc lol
Who is my hero
if i try to comfort you who would comfort me
i've been the glue that held your world together
but now i cannot hold mine own
if i were to save you who would save me
my mighty hand has held you close
and now its feeble and frail
if i held you up who would hold me
when you fell i kept you safe from harm
but now i'm the one who's falling
if i helped you through all these times
who would save me from myself
who is there for me
you told me you knew i loved you
then you left and found another
you told me that you loved me too
just as an older brother
you told me that you were sad
i could help you now
and then you told me that you're better
and i dont know how
if you're so much better
why do i worry more
and why are you allways there
in my minds open door
i'm not a mother nor a father
i just miss you allways dear
and i doubt i'll' stop missing you
even when you are here
i want to tell you about your eyes
and how they sparkle in the sun
about how your voice is soft
as a dove-feather pillow
i want to tell you you are beautyful
and your form is my waking dream
i want to tell you how being so far
is a seperation of my soul
of all the things i could tell you
theres really not much to say
cause when you left you told me
you knew every word
i have broken versa and vase
heart and bone alike
i have done so many things
that i have found regret
the thing that i mostly wish
i could take back
was the day i saw you
and my heart left for you
i wish i would have said sooner
what i felt and how i was
i wish you would have known
before you left the first time
i wondered how you were
and were you coming back
at the funeral you were different
but you were also just the same
i wanted you even more
but stil i did not say
and you left soon after
and the keys were your destination
i lost you once and you returned
but you had grown much more
and then i lost you once again
and i want you to know
if he didnt make you happy
please dont find another
look back to your memories
to the one who loced you more