I think you should pick whatever path you think will bring you happiness.
Id recomend Buddhism, but its because it makes sense to me, it might not do so to you. 😊
Read my siggy at the moment - that would be the reason for my recomendation. Also, Buddhism is broad, and it can fit anyone - some bddhist dont even believe in reincarnation.
God, the creator is not present in Buddhism (or at least my school of thought) we are eternal - much like energy - we were not made and cannot be destroyed, we just pass from one state to the other.
In some school of thought in Buddhism there are gods, but those are not to be worshiped - those are much less like us, reincarnation into the one of the 3 good realms of reincarnation - they are not the most favourite, as although they cannot feel physical pain, they are cursed with envy and jealousy of humans - they too are not eternal, so when their time is passed they will reincarnate again, till the circle of Samsara is broken.
Then you will exist and not exist at the same time - it is a state of mind which is absolutey content - and thus feel no need to be reborn again.
Some who have reached nirvana chose to be born again to help others on earth - not religiously, and not in a ''convert'' kinda way, but more in a just simply helping kind of way.
Not all Buddhist agree with the realms of reincarnation - that is mostly Tibetian Buddhsim....but i thought that idea was interesting, so i thought to tell you about it.
Anyway, sorry for the rant, but this is the religion I recomend. It is the only religion in the world which does not condem homosexuality as a sin, and Buddha is the first and only religious leader who said that spiritualy men and women are the same, yet physically different.
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