it's like a tick, ya-no? It just HAPPENS out of no where.
It's like if im at school. I'll be in a laughing mood, but once the 3 o'clock bell rings, and i have to go home, i get very irritable.
I think it's bcuz I get so stressed out a lot during my last 3 classes.
Me and my friends were playing with those.... Tara(sp?) cards, ro sumthing, when it was my turn the card that were flipped said that I dont act the way i'd normally would around ppl, bcuz i dont want them to think anything of me.
Which i do agree with (now) bcuz, i dont like it when my friends say, "Why do u look so pissed off, all the time?" I hate that, THAT THERE pisses me off.
yeah my friends say the same thing to me, but like i give a fvck, somtimes i find myself pissed for no reason att all, i mean i dont need anger managment or anything, but i cant controll my feelings alot, probably why i let my girlfriend leave me, i was alway fighting with her, and always said sorry babe, i didnt mean what i said, but i did, and i couldnt tell her.
dont know if that means, i cant relate to anybody so i take it out through anger or if it means, i'm really not a nice person, and the only way too keep someone in my life is to lie to them after a fight.
man am i screwed up, i think i need a shrink 😂
"sorry babe, i didnt mean what i said"
That sounds like me ex 😐
But the only reason he said that (which was EVERYDAY) was bcuz he knows I'm not coming back to him. But since he's a spoiled lil prick, he doesnt listen to me... or what he says.
After he called me a 'whore' i was like, thats it. He has no f'king right and doesnt have the place to all be a whore bcuz he's the only guy i've ever BEEN with, so htf could I be the whore?
He need to check himself, bcuz while he's been trying to get back with me, he's going of and f'king other people. So, ME the whore? Um, I think not 😬
well, no man has any right to call a woman a whore, and i know i may sound like your ex when i say, "sorry babe, i didnt mean that". i'm nothing like him, i respect women and when i'm in a relationship with a woman. i have never cheated and wil never, because it's against my better judgement, but i will say stupid shit and try to appolagize for it, if it werent for my anger, i might even be with my first girlfriend still, or even married, she is the love of my life, and will always be.
the more i think about it, i may need to see a shrink.
Originally posted by Thorin
well, no man has any right to call a woman a whore, and i know i may sound like your ex when i say, "sorry babe, i didnt mean that". i'm nothing like him, i respect women and when i'm in a relationship with a woman. i have never cheated and wil never, because it's against my better judgement, but i will say stupid shit and try to appolagize for it, if it werent for my anger, i might even be with my first girlfriend still, or even married, she is the love of my life, and will always be.the more i think about it, i may need to see a shrink.
and then he'll be like (after i b'tched my part) he'll be like "Let's just go for a ride. I know u like to ride around with me." and im like WTF?!?!!
for one i dont like "riding around with him" (in the way he's thinking), He's not a romantic and he cant turn me on for anything in his life no matter WTF he thinks.
But he doesnt understand that u do NOT b'tch at a girl and tell her you want her to "die" and then ask if she want to go somewhere with you. You're the biggest dumass if u except her to say, "yes" bcuz if a guy is going to get THAT (so-called) "angry" Online, just think what they'll do if she's alone and WITH him.
THAT SHIT is f'king scary as hell.
Originally posted by JenR1215
But he doesnt understand that u do NOT ***** at a girl and tell her you want her to "die" and then ask if she want to go somewhere with you. You're the biggest dumass if u except her to say, "yes" bcuz if a guy is going to get THAT (so-called) "angry" Online, just think what they'll do if she's alone and WITH him.
Did I ever tell you that I hate that ****ing guy? 😐