Begging Creations Prayer

[Can you even see me?
Are you listening to my plea?
I'm reaching out for you
To unlock this cage and set me free.

Do you even know I'm there?
Am I close to getting through?
I really need you to care
I just need someone I can talk to.

My eyes no longer see beauty,
Only thoughts as black as night.
Life's no longer special
And of it's meaning - I'm losing sight

Now, more than ever, I need you,
Just an hour of your time.
You don't have to really listen to me
Or is my demand such a crime?

It hurts when I find myself looking at you,
And know you're not looking back.
Seeing right through me
Focusing on everything I lack.

God, if you're there and listening,
Could you please just help me through?
I don't know if you really exist
Or if I even believe in you.

But now's your chance to show me,
That in life, there can be good.
Listen to my one last prayer
And please answer, if you would.

Do you think you could find a place,
Amongst your angels there for me?
A place where I could forever
Spend a sleepless eternity.

A home that has no darkness,
And a light that always shines.
Do you think I could be accepted there?
If I could just open up my eyes.

I come to you on my knees,
Begging you to fulfill this one last wish.
Please give me back the hope I've lost
So I can get through all this.

I've lost my guardian angel,
He's left me broken and fallen behind.
So, if you just had one moment
I won't take but a second of your time.

God - I'm praying to you one last time,
So if you're really existent in the heart.
I need you to take my hand now
And on this endless journey - Together we can start.

I need you to befriend me now,
Because no one else will put forth.
An effort to understand this vacant soul
Who knows not what she's worth.

So lead me away from evil,
And steer me clear of fatal temptation.
Listen to my prayer, my cry for mercy
And save this broken creation.