Lets just face it, We will never stop fighting with each other even though I know you have always hated me.
You pointed out the mistakes I made when I never knew about them, and it just totally ****ed with my mind, I hate myself, I want to die. But no one cares. End of story. I'm sorry I ever met you. I'm sorry I was even born. I have no reason to live for. I have no goals I wish to pursue. Because I know I'm a failure.
I feel alone. I will always be alone, I only have one good friend and we have always stuck together. I hope he gets somewhere in life. He is definetly alot better then I ever was.
That.That's exactly why nobody likes you, you only want pity from everyone, and when they don't give it to you, you do that. You told me you were going to juvi, did you go..no, you told Car you were going to a mental hospital, you didn't go. You think these things are cool, but their not, maybe you have friends where you live that think doing those things are cool, but most people don't. So don't go complaining about your life when your not doing one damn thing to fix it.
Look whats happened... I didn't know you were kidding on msn...
and your right. I want pity. But no, I know what I did was wrong, I don't get into trouble anymore. I really don't want to go back to a ****ing mental hospital. really. I've been to one once. and that is not a lie. I hated it there, It made me see what I did wrong and what I could do to fix it,Thank you for being with me Kell, thats also what I liked about you. You always pointed people in the right direction by getting into arguments. Its helped me more then once.
I'm sorry for starting this argument. But all I wanted was to talk to car and you decided to make a joke of it.. thats why I didn't see it coming. I wanted to talk to car because she is one of the nicest people I've known, kinda weird sometimes but shes still nice. I know why you two are such good friends. don't let me get in the way of tings.