Guess What?!!
guess who visited me last night?!
none other than...MANWE!!!! the vala of the wind and air
He came to me last night....while i was sleeping...he said:
"you have a choice"
i said:"choice...tell me what choice?"
i knew who he was...he didn't have to say his name....i felt like i was going to fly away on one of his eagles....
he said: "the choice to leave...or to stay"
ME: "i'm confused....what do you mean....stay where..."
Manwe:"SILENCE!"..."YOU have pleased me Smodden....that is what they call you, is it not?"
me: "to some that name is known..."
Manwe:" good....middle earth is in trouble...Morgoth *at this point there was a small earthquake* has been loosed...."
at this point he looked troubled and he began to fade....like literally fade...start to disapear...i felt sadness as he was leaving...and more and more he kept on fading...
Manwe:" Aule has deserted me...Ulmo has fallen into sleep...as with the rest of them...."
me:"TULKAS tell me he has not failed!!"
of this he would speak nothing...and my heart still is troubled... he spoke many things to me saying if i take the choice...to leave...i may not be able to return....and then he faded....and i don't know if i should help m:E or stay here....is that selfish?to want to stay here...but if i leave...thats selfish..?!HE may come to me again...and i will make my choice....and why me....he spoke of things of he needed a heart like mine...don't think i'm crazy manwe came to me...M:E needs me .....i'm scared to death! when he comes again plz tell me what to say!!