Originally posted by misha
guys ... it's mish.
god i feel so horrible for all of you. my dad (kindly enough 🙄 ) has let me say goodbye ... but i swear to god i will never leave you forever. whenever i can i will try and come online, even if it's just for one post to say that im ok.
i love you all so much, you've all been so wonderful to me since i joined. and this is just the saddest thing ever ... last night i barely got any sleep. kmc is my life, my home - id feel so strange without it. i felt like a huge part of me has gone. and i could never leave you guys. you will see the odd misha post here and there, i promise you hug
you've all been SO supportive and i thankyou so much for that.
and everyone who's put me on their sigs - cry in_love
but the main thing i cannot express enough is DONT WORRY ABOUT ME. i promise, i'll look after myself for you guys. it kills me to know that all of you are worrying about me. please dont, it just makes things worse. try stay positive. stay happy. and like baka once told me "never give up hope" because i've found hope within you guys. and im never giving up on it.and rexxy....ill pm you about the bruise....noone worry about that!
i want to leave you all with the biggest hug i can manage huggroup
and kisses for a few kisseskisssthankyou everyone.
i love you all to death.
please dont worry about me
and its NOT the last you'll be seeing of me ... im a very sneaky girl ninja2
I didnt realise so much has happened...
im sorry things have turned out the way is has. I glad you remembered what i said. Friendships are never forgotten. ...sorry im lost for words... i have no idea what to say. Im so lost...you will be missed greatly.
Originally posted by spidergrlreadin this brings back memories sry i know how hard it is ive lost a friend whose like a brother to me recently and i know how it feels but ur lucky enough to speak to her my friend is dead anyway if u need anythin ask me plzz i'll be glad to hlp if i can and thx for doin me tht favor she is a special friend at kmc for me she was my frst friend here if i can hlp plzz ask
cry trust me i know ........ don't make me cry again DD 😠
Originally posted by spidergrl
its alright ..... i think i got that all out yesturday and today cryI know, trust me. when she was saying good bye i couldn't help but just cry. i felt like such a retard 😮 bag but she's such an amazing person!
You aren't a retard for crying spidergrl... I did too when I was reading all this, and I wasn't even as close to her as you all were.... But she was just always so cheerful and nice to everyone, even the people she didn't know.
Originally posted by spidergrl
its alright ..... i think i got that all out yesturday and today cryI know, trust me. when she was saying good bye i couldn't help but just cry. i felt like such a retard 😮 bag but she's such an amazing person!