Thats not actually obligatory, it just depends on which club you are going to. As to my behaviour I hope you would always find that I never actually attempted to be evil I just merely attempted to be relatively pragmatic, it is just unfortunate that to others this isnt deemed to be the sort of lifestyle they appreciate. As to me at present well I'm sort of depressed at the mo. Whilst the party we sort of had in Chelmsford was moderately entertaining and certainly great to see some of my old colleagues. It appears that today the actual day only my Girlfriend remembered. Even that kind of sucked as whilst she gave me a nice present she then left me to do her ironing. hmm...something doesnt appear quite what I look for here...still maybe I look for too much in life.. I think at the momment I'm just a little dispondant and dissapointed, probably with myself. Other than that I am 6 weeks ahead of work completed all my games started a new short story for a journal and other than that not a lot. I have just recently realised that friends mean a lot but I have less than a few who really care oh well maybe I'm just a little burnt out...
Hey, of course I remembered. I have this little ICQ thingy flashing at me. Not to mention this thread. You don't seem to be answering your e-mail!
Hehehe. You're old now...
You'll appreciate the ironing one day. Edna will never iron for me, I'll tell you that. Even assuming any of us ever see her again.
I would have answered your email but I have only just come back on line... as siad i have been extremely busy of late although having said that I should probably have given answer sooner... As to Tessa and ironing I think you'll find that there more to life than socks plus when she tries to starch my boxers it bothers me, lucky really that I never where them...Any answers to my ever plaguing questions of friendships and how to escape the abyss of depression master?
hmmm...intriguing I would have thought that your wisdom combined with your previous exerience would have held answers particularly given the old chestnut that it is easy to give advice just not follow it...
My current circumstance has left me in a situatio that I abhor and that I am unable to deal with. The tedium grinds on and whilst for some it is as 'life goes on' it is not something that I am as capable of dealing with an element even more problamatic when realising ones true friendships or lack thereof. Never the less I shall always perseveer beng a survivor is one of my primary attributes I've survived enough so far in this life time that this will not kill me it is simply the answers that I seek or perhaps the real questions that I need...
What I have decided is that I shall also not attempt to give answer as usual and like New Years by going religous and tunring to the Wholly Spirits..
As to what I should do however I am not sure usually it wouldnt bother me that much as I know that answers always surface at some point but the feat comes from the fact that many rely on me and I'm the one who is meant to entertain and keep others happy even if temporarily...