Originally posted by Alpha Centauri
I'm feeling compelled to write a song for you. Infact I shall.Never really spoke to you much but even I noticed that you're different, so I'm gonna break character (KIDDING! You know I'm fo' real) for a second.
When I first joined here, I honestly thought it would be just another forum I liked, used when bored and then left. I couldn't have been more wrong. I come on KMC whenever I get spare time, people actually ask me if I ever leave KMC! I do....just takes a crowbar and some willpower.
I've only been here since July and inbetween then and now I've endured the worst times of my life, for sure. Saddening, doubtful, unknown and scary. When I had to get something checked out (which I won't go back into, but I made a post about it), I didn't know WHO the hell to turn to. So I posted something very personal and intimate here in the OTF, pretty much asking for advice. I wasn't really sure how I'd be treated because I got the impression that everyone thought I was an *******. What followed was something I never expected. Everyone that I had even remotely interacted with, even people I didn't even talk to before, posted seriously in the thread I made. With genuine support, suggestions, help and friendship. When I had to take leave of the forum, I kept in touch with Arachnoid Freak (someone who I've come to have admirable amounts of respect for and owe alot to, among others) through AIM and he said that everyone wishes me well in whatever happened.
When I finally came back....I dunno. It was weird. I'd never expected to be familiar or friendly...or attached to people who were at first, nothing more than screen names to me. People register here, they post, they leave. They treat it like a forum. However many of us really are beyond that, coming from me this will probably shock alot, but KMC members...or a bulk of, have become like a tight knit family to me. A part of my every day life. Some may look at that as sad, I don't. Because I've laughed alot just from reading posts on here, I've seen how KMC can bring people together (literally in a few cases, congrats to those people). Hell, I was beginning to think Milla (lil bitchiness) had some kind of a seething hatred for me at one point, but we are now rather good buddies as a result of I guess, being there to share similar problems.
So if one of us has problems, we all do. I don't know you or know your situation, but I think everyone agrees with me when I say we're here for you.
*Back in character*
F*ck off. Hate you all. Pigs.
Ahhh, much better.
*Flashes M.I.B Neuralyser*
You did not see AC's extremely mushy and heart-wrenching post, you did not even see AC. Infact, he wasn't in this thread.
-AC
#shocked#
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anyways misha I obviously knew this... but u know that I will always have space in my PM folder for u 😄 😛
Re: Misha's not well...
Originally posted by misha
Hey everyone, whats up?OK basically I just wanted to briefly explain something without getting too personal and stuff! Lately things at home haven't really been to good ... at all! If you know me reasonably well you'll know I've never gotten along well with my father, and, well, things seem to just be getting worse.
I'm really not too happy at the moment, so please if I offend you (I don't think I will, but just incase) I really don't want you to take it personally or anything ... and just try to forgive me.
And if I'm boring or depressing I'm really sorry its just ... well its hard!
I'm still gonna come on KMC, and stay on as much as I can, but it may not be as much as before.
Really I just wanted to say to everyone I'm sorry, and to let them know why, if they've noticed, there's a change in me. I'm CERTAINLY not lying and DEFINITELY not looking for attention at all, so please don't take this the wrong way
... Like I said, I just wanted to let you all know.
Thanks a bunch,
xxoo misha.
I hope things goes better for you misha1jm 🙁