Hey y'all wanna chat?

I'm sorry about your mom. I know how you must be feel.

If you feel that way about your father your better off without him in your life.

I've been through so much. You have NO idea. I've spent years being content with feeling nothing, but after my ex healed my broken heart I don't want to go back to being that way. To be honest my emotions are on life support.

One day you'll look back at this time in your life and you'll be happy this time is long gone. You'll be well, don't ever doubt yourself.

I can't afford to doubt myself...I'm my only supporter. So what do you think of my poems? I have some others that aren't dark/sad/angry.

I like them. they're very personal. Have you posted more around here?

Well there's one other one. It's called MA-17 Just click on my name and look for my recent posts. I have an online journal. I'm gonna post all of them there.

That one is by far my favorite. Very nice. have you written any more lately?

I write all the time. I try to write at least 2 poems a day. I've written 1 song and 2 short stories.

oh, wow. what is the song and the short stories about?

The song is based on a previous relationship it's called "You and Me" and one of the short stories is similar to MA-17 and the other is a based on a that same previous relationship.

🙂

this relationship you were in has given you material to write about.

Yea she was so much inspiration for me. It sucks that she's decided that we can't even be friends. We had a very very complicated relationship/post relationship.

It is a shame, but it sometimes unfortunately turns out that way. Later on when things have cooled down maybe you guys can be friends again.

maybe. so anything interesting going on in your world lately?

Not really. I broke up with my b/f of two years a few months ago and I've focusing on college more then anything.

That "relatation" I mentioned from beginning to end was about 3 years. I've only had 2 serious relationships.

this was my first serious b/f , but it was time to move on.

c-cindy? as in MY cindy? have you came here at last and stopped recking my rep? but no, it cant be you 🙁 PM ME IF IT IS YOU, CINDY KING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

check this out

FULLCIRCLE

People always told me it helps to let go and forget

You should find a way to move on and let live

So many times we hold on to the promises of the past

Forgetting that not everything in life is meant to last

It took me awhile to realize this and finally let go

But that is something you obviously already know

I can remember wishing that you would see how much I needed you

But know I’m glad you feel the way that you claim you do

Gone are the lonely days of me wondering where you are

Because it is you who will be missing me from afar

TYPICAL

I know I should have been totally honest from the start

But I don’t think I’ll ever be able to love you with any of my heart

I am sorry if this seems to be coming from out of the blue

It’s just that the things we often promise don’t always turn out to be true

I thought that one day there could be a you and me

But my feelings proved that was a lie, obviously

I am sorry for doing the things I promised I would never do

But I couldn’t help being the typical guy when it came to you

I want to be able to say that I wish you all the best

But then I’d be lying just like all the rest

So instead lets just say our final good-byes

And take a step closer to what is next in our lives