Can't sleep , and I don't know why.
Something not right.
For its been many weeks
Must be something I did, or it must have been something I said.
I know my birthday is coming up, but I wish it were not.
For I don't want to be celebrated, or get presents.
I'm just not good enough.
20 years have gone by, and yet I'm still at lost with my life.
What will happen next? And will my dreams ever come true?
Let's hope I don't become like the rest of my family.
For I want to be happy, but still I wonder.
Every year my birthday comes around, and I feel guilty.
I'm I good enough?
What does my life mean?
So many questions I'd love to know, but will I know the answer if it were in front of me.
I hate my birthday, and I'd wish it would not come.
Everyone makes it into something grand.
They buy me presents, but do I deserve it?
20 years has gone by, and I wonder if I'm any wiser.
Knowing I don't know much about what will happen next, or what I should be doing.
What I do know is I'm in love, and I do know who I dream of.
Feeling like this feeling could not end, but I know my heart has been broken before. Wondering if you are my one that will save me, and that will stay with me.
Hoping we will live a life together as one.
Love is around us, and I never been so happy.
When I'm with you everything else fades away, and you are all that really matters.
Although I get tired, and I have bad days.
You always know what to say.
For when I think of you, and when I see you all those things slip away.
You are my love, and I hope we share life together.
For I love you, and no other.
You what I've been searching for, and a just one day without you is to much.
So hold me, and never let go.
Love me, and be my only one.
Take me forever, and live together.
Let's make this our happy ending, and even if we are cory. It does not matter as long as we are together, and in bliss.
Let's keep it going, and remember I love you, and no other.
Originally posted by vaya_the_elf
Knowing I don't know much about what will happen next, or what I should be doing.
What I do know is I'm in love, and I do know who I dream of.
Feeling like this feeling could not end, but I know my heart has been broken before. Wondering if you are my one that will save me, and that will stay with me.
Hoping we will live a life together as one.
Love is around us, and I never been so happy.
When I'm with you everything else fades away, and you are all that really matters.
Although I get tired, and I have bad days.
You always know what to say.
For when I think of you, and when I see you all those things slip away.
You are my love, and I hope we share life together.
For I love you, and no other.
You what I've been searching for, and a just one day without you is to much.
So hold me, and never let go.
Love me, and be my only one.
Take me forever, and live together.
Let's make this our happy ending, and even if we are cory. It does not matter as long as we are together, and in bliss.
Let's keep it going, and remember I love you, and no other.
Originally posted by vaya_the_elf
Really? Thats interesting 😖hifty:
Originally posted by vaya_the_elfHappy birthday, dear!
Can't sleep , and I don't know why.
Something not right.
For its been many weeksMust be something I did, or it must have been something I said.
I know my birthday is coming up, but I wish it were not.
For I don't want to be celebrated, or get presents.I'm just not good enough.
20 years have gone by, and yet I'm still at lost with my life.
What will happen next? And will my dreams ever come true?Let's hope I don't become like the rest of my family.
For I want to be happy, but still I wonder.Every year my birthday comes around, and I feel guilty.
I'm I good enough?
What does my life mean?
So many questions I'd love to know, but will I know the answer if it were in front of me.I hate my birthday, and I'd wish it would not come.
Everyone makes it into something grand.
They buy me presents, but do I deserve it?20 years has gone by, and I wonder if I'm any wiser.
And the second, love it. How was your sleep?
This nightmare has become me.
Now I'm the one who brings upon the pain, and nothing can comfort me.
How have I become so?
All I wanted was you, but not I made you go.
I'm everything I did not want to be.
Now this monster is me.
How could I let this pass?
I'm just an ass.
All the things I did, and said...
I did not mean.
I just need rest.
Now I will be up all night, and not rest.
My heart does love you, but I was just upset.
Sorry to cause you harm.
This pain I took to far.
Now I just wish I were not so.
I'm just one missed up soul.
I'd wish you would beat, because I deserve it
Although you won't even yell at me
You are nice to me, but yet I'm still the one who is mean
Why can't I stop?
I'm sorry, but I know its not good enough.
I'll let you rest, and let you be.
Don't think I will be able to forgive me.
Originally posted by vaya_the_elf
This nightmare has become me.
Now I'm the one who brings upon the pain, and nothing can comfort me.
How have I become so?
All I wanted was you, but not I made you go.
I'm everything I did not want to be.
Now this monster is me.
How could I let this pass?
I'm just an ass.All the things I did, and said...
I did not mean.
I just need rest.
Now I will be up all night, and not rest.
My heart does love you, but I was just upset.Sorry to cause you harm.
This pain I took to far.
Now I just wish I were not so.
I'm just one missed up soul.I'd wish you would beat, because I deserve it
Although you won't even yell at me
You are nice to me, but yet I'm still the one who is meanWhy can't I stop?
I'm sorry, but I know its not good enough.
I'll let you rest, and let you be.Don't think I will be able to forgive me.
Originally posted by vaya_the_elf
Its not my birthday yet. My b-day is next week.As for sleep. It takes me a long time to fall asleep.
😛 it is an early happy because my mind gets cluttered and I forget...😮
Originally posted by Coldfire
Same here, for some strange reason 🤨
ha... yeah, me too. and then staying asleep is the problem...
Originally posted by vaya_the_elf
This nightmare has become me.
Now I'm the one who brings upon the pain, and nothing can comfort me.
How have I become so?
All I wanted was you, but not I made you go.
I'm everything I did not want to be.
Now this monster is me.
How could I let this pass?
I'm just an ass.All the things I did, and said...
I did not mean.
I just need rest.
Now I will be up all night, and not rest.
My heart does love you, but I was just upset.Sorry to cause you harm.
This pain I took to far.
Now I just wish I were not so.
I'm just one missed up soul.I'd wish you would beat, because I deserve it
Although you won't even yell at me
You are nice to me, but yet I'm still the one who is meanWhy can't I stop?
I'm sorry, but I know its not good enough.
I'll let you rest, and let you be.Don't think I will be able to forgive me.
Nice. phew.... been there.... ha... still unforgiven on some things.... I like it a lot though! 🙂 (the poem)
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
😛 it is an early happy because my mind gets cluttered and I forget...😮ha... yeah, me too. and then staying asleep is the problem...
Nice. phew.... been there.... ha... still unforgiven on some things.... I like it a lot though! 🙂 (the poem)
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
bangin stop blaming yourself! Stop Blaming Yourself! STop BLaming YOurself! STOp BLAming YOUrself!!! STOP BLAMING YOURSELF!!!!!!And smile, dammit!!!! jump whip 😄
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
😆 you are laughing, aren't you? hahah hey, more than one reason why folks call me Joker! 😄 feeling somewhat better hon?