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Here I lie ripped and torn inside out after our last words
I have but one question to be answered of my broken heart
Why would you give me what I have always wanted just to take it away?
Could it be that your jealousy persuaded you to do so?
Perhaps I was just someone to occupy your time with until someone new came along
Loneliness and confusion are all I have left of the mockery we called love
Where does a hallowed heart look,
For the answers to what plagues a soon to be lifeless body
Everything seems to be getting clearer and justly darker
All the noise I’m hearing is a sweet revelation of a purity not known to this world
So with the death of my heart so comes the surrendering of my existence
Even the eyes of my angel give me pain
Somehow equally compared to the sorrow you have to my heart
I have reached my end and found the solitude to be my poor reflection of hope
Given all that has happened I can stand to carry out this last task of my decaying soul
With the swift collapse of everything that is me
I leave this torment I have endured to wander free
WHY
I ask myself countless times
Why does my heart long to be with you?
Why does everything I do turn out to be for you?
Why -- Because I love you
I ask myself countless times
Why do I do the things I do for you?
Why does my mind replay thoughts of yesterday?
Why -- Because I love you
I ask myself countless times
Why do I want it to be only you and me?
Why do I want and need you in my arms?
Why -- Because I love you
And again I ask myself
Why aren’t you here with me?
Why can’t you see that I would fulfill your deepest fantasy?
Why -- Because you don’t love me
Originally posted by Mistah DEVIL
FREEHere I lie ripped and torn inside out after our last words
I have but one question to be answered of my broken heart
Why would you give me what I have always wanted just to take it away?
Could it be that your jealousy persuaded you to do so?
Perhaps I was just someone to occupy your time with until someone new came along
Loneliness and confusion are all I have left of the mockery we called love
Where does a hallowed heart look,
For the answers to what plagues a soon to be lifeless body
Everything seems to be getting clearer and justly darker
All the noise I’m hearing is a sweet revelation of a purity not known to this world
So with the death of my heart so comes the surrendering of my existence
Even the eyes of my angel give me pain
Somehow equally compared to the sorrow you have to my heart
I have reached my end and found the solitude to be my poor reflection of hope
Given all that has happened I can stand to carry out this last task of my decaying soul
With the swift collapse of everything that is me
I leave this torment I have endured to wander free
Originally posted by Mistah DEVIL
WHYI ask myself countless times
Why does my heart long to be with you?
Why does everything I do turn out to be for you?
Why -- Because I love you
I ask myself countless times
Why do I do the things I do for you?
Why does my mind replay thoughts of yesterday?
Why -- Because I love you
I ask myself countless times
Why do I want it to be only you and me?
Why do I want and need you in my arms?
Why -- Because I love you
And again I ask myself
Why aren’t you here with me?
Why can’t you see that I would fulfill your deepest fantasy?
Why -- Because you don’t love me
where have I been that've missed these two great poems?!?!?
Like always I love them. ✅
Originally posted by Mistah DEVIL
FREEHere I lie ripped and torn inside out after our last words
I have but one question to be answered of my broken heart
Why would you give me what I have always wanted just to take it away?
Could it be that your jealousy persuaded you to do so?
Perhaps I was just someone to occupy your time with until someone new came along
Loneliness and confusion are all I have left of the mockery we called love
Where does a hallowed heart look,
For the answers to what plagues a soon to be lifeless body
Everything seems to be getting clearer and justly darker
All the noise I’m hearing is a sweet revelation of a purity not known to this world
So with the death of my heart so comes the surrendering of my existence
Even the eyes of my angel give me pain
Somehow equally compared to the sorrow you have to my heart
I have reached my end and found the solitude to be my poor reflection of hope
Given all that has happened I can stand to carry out this last task of my decaying soul
With the swift collapse of everything that is me
I leave this torment I have endured to wander free
I USED TO
I used to tell myself that there wasn’t anything I was afraid of
But that was just a lie I told myself to somehow get through the day
I used to tell myself I could convincingly keep living that lie
But how long can I go on ignoring what I have always wanted
I used to tell myself that if I was strong enough I could make it without love
But I don’t want ‘I love you’ to be that something I’ll never get the chance to say
I used to tell myself I was content with having everything always end in good-bye
But I don’t want lonely to be the one constant in my life that is repeated
I used to tell myself that I would never find that somebody like you
But now that I have it makes my fear that much more real
I used to tell myself that dreams don’t always come true
But all that I could have only imagined in the past you make me feel
I used to tell myself that someday maybe there would be a you and me
But because of my one fear that day we might not ever see