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my life is over
everyone, i've decided im going to kill myself, half of you are going to say kool and others are going to say bullshi* but im serious about this my life ****ing sucks and i don't care where i go heaven or hell, im just going to ask god for to forgive me after i kill myself and to accept me, then im 90% sure im in heaven...any last words
this is NOT a BS story i assure you. there are many reasons for me to do this.
1.) everyone could care less about me my so called "friends" act like they do but i found out bout a secret some were keeping from me
2.)the secret was my girlfriend cheated on me when i finally thought i didnt make a mistake because the past 6 gf's i had all ended up cheating on me or breaking up with me for someone else
3.)one of my girlfriends friends just told me that earlier she wanted her to tell me "im breaking up with you dont bother calling me because i could give a ****" and shes told me for the past year she knows she actually loves me
4.) i tell everyone im going to kill myself, they all think im lying because they think im not that kind of person and they all just seemed to brush me off, even my girlfriend said "well its you're problem"....wat kind of love is that, tell me? she didnt even bother helping me and neither did anyone else for that matter
5.)people say ill find someone else but every chick at school thinks im an ugly ****er and hope i die (as some had said). not a single one atleast tries to be friends. the ones who do try to already have a boyfriend and pratically all engaged
so tell me someone, what the hell would you do in this situation?
Originally posted by belly_jeans349
this is NOT a BS story i assure you. there are many reasons for me to do this.1.) everyone could care less about me my so called "friends" act like they do but i found out bout a secret some were keeping from me
2.)the secret was my girlfriend cheated on me when i finally thought i didnt make a mistake because the past 6 gf's i had all ended up cheating on me or breaking up with me for someone else
3.)one of my girlfriends friends just told me that earlier she wanted her to tell me "im breaking up with you dont bother calling me because i could give a ****" and shes told me for the past year she knows she actually loves me
4.) i tell everyone im going to kill myself, they all think im lying because they think im not that kind of person and they all just seemed to brush me off, even my girlfriend said "well its you're problem"....wat kind of love is that, tell me? she didnt even bother helping me and neither did anyone else for that matter
5.)people say ill find someone else but every chick at school thinks im an ugly ****er and hope i die (as some had said). not a single one atleast tries to be friends. the ones who do try to already have a boyfriend and pratically all engaged
so tell me someone, what the hell would you do in this situation?
Forget those other people. Ive dealt with depression all my life and look at where I am now. Im still here, im still coping with it. Life sucks but you learn to pick out the good and bad in it all. All those girls you say cheated on you dont know what they had when they had it, they're just whores that think they need the best of the best. I assure you you're just finding the wrong crowd and hanging with them because I AM NOT one of those people who claim to be someone's friend and ditch them..im not like that and if you want me to be your friend and talk to you then I will.