Gryffindor's Common Room

I'll send you the one I edited...and some more ermmhappy

Wanna talk about it?? 🙁

😱 K. ermmhappy How do I send YOU pics? 😕.... Hey, maybe I could try sending you my Hi5 page. ermmhappy I'm not sure if it'll work though, I think you have to be a member to view it... ermm But I can try. ermmhappy

It's nothing really...just THEM pissing me the **** off. ermm

Do you have a photobucket account or imageshack account?? 😕 You get the IMG code from there ermmhappy

I'm not sure about the Hi5 think but you can try and send meh the link..I had set my profile to public for myspace that's why you could see my page ermmhappy

Maybe talking about it will help you get over it?? If you don't want to I understand though ermmhappy

Nope. ermm

K... I'll try. ermmhappy

I just hate them, is all. I hate them, I hate this place. I hate it..all of it..... I just want to go somewhere where no one knows me, so I can just start over, y'know? 🙁

I know exactly what you mean 🙁 I've actually considered killing myself just to be able to get out of here...ermm Have you heard Boston by Augustana??

🙁 That's exactly why I've contemplated suicide. ermm Hm..no. 😖 Why? 😕

It feel lk they don't understand you huh? cry But it's not that, it's just that they're probably too busy to notice that you need them, or have too much stuck on their mind..

You reminded meh of it...you want meh to send you the lyrics?? Or I could post them here if you'd lk?? ermmhappy

Yeah... exactly. So that's why I say I don't need them...or anyone else... cos no one'll ever be bothered enough...until it's too late. 😕

You can send them to me if you want. ermmhappy

I'm here for you cry I'll stay up all night w/ you if you need to talk I do the same thing for my best friend when she tells meh she thinks she's about to commit suicide..and if she really really wanted to do it wouldn't tell meh she'd just do it....she wants to do it but at the same time she's crying for help when she tells meh she's gonna do it..ya get meh?? No one really wants to die, but the sadness in their life and the way people treat them drive them to it cry

I'll send it right now ermmhappy

Aw....cry You're such a great friend! bawling Yeah... I know exactly what you mean. I used to tell my best friend this stuff...but then she got a boyfriend, and suddenly I'm pushed to the side. I mean, I understand that it's her first real relationship, but friends don't DO that. Whenever I try to tell her about it, she says I'm just bitter cos Fearnix left me and that just cos I'm unhappy, it doesn't mean she should be, too. She thinks I'm trying to steal her happiness. I don't talk to her much anymore. 😕

My other best friend, who I grew up with, moved away last year, to New York. weep

Damn... I can see why I reminded you of it. shockyes They're cool lyrics, though. ermmhappy

You are too, I don't even tell my best friends' what I tell you cry

Friends are not suppose to do that 😠 If they do that to you they are not real friends and they are selfish 😒 only care about themselves ranting I hate people who are lk that when their friends are in need, especially when it's their best friend in a depression considering suicide 😠

My best friend from the 6th grade moved to Corpus when I was in the 8th grade weep

Yea, I really lk it ermmhappy

Yeah, same here. And I don't even know why I do... it's like, I just know I CAN, y'know? 😕 cry

I know. I keep trying to tell her that...but... 😕 But I'm always here when she needs me, though. I try my best to help her out.. dunno why. cry

Aw... weep

Maybe I should listen to it. ermmhappy

Yea, lk you get feelings about certain people and you know you can trust them ermmhappy

you should do the same thing to her 😒 see how she lks it, but I know true friends don't do that even if their friends do it to them ermm But if they do that to you they ain't real friends..ya get meh?

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Yea you should ermmhappy

ermmhappy I've already commited suicide. shockyes

Yeah..exactly. ermmhappy And we turned out to be almost identical in personality or experience or whatever the hell it is we're so alike in. haermm

I did once. She apologised and said it was up to me to forgive her or not, though I knew she was really begging. ermmhappy I let her stew for a bit, then started talking to her again. haermm But yeah, I get you.

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I'll try to. ermmhappy

Everything ermmhappy

That's good ermmhappy Guess she didn't learn..I sorta did the same thing, but my friend was crying, cuz she thought I didn't want to talk to her anymore, but then I started talking to her and cheered her up...couldn't help it 🙁 I love her and hate to see her sad cry

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Kay doped

Seems so. ermmhappy

Yeah, exactly. 😖

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I'll have to go in a bit...... cry So, tomorrow, right? cry

Yea, okay cry

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My foot hurts.cry