I don't know...
I've had a lot of thought about this and all my other friends like Satin and I've now gone with Satin as well. I believe in God, then I didn't, then I did, then I think I didn't again but now I definitely do, but I worship Satin now. I got a cut the other day whilst doing a Seyonce or however it is spelt and it was the cross of Jesus as if he was warning me not to turn to Satin and not to tamper and temp foul ghosts into my body! It scared me crazy and my mates thought I was having second thoughts about being a Satinist and even as I'm typing my wrists feel like they're not oiled properly or something, as if they're getting stiffer and stiffer, like God is trying to prevent me from telling people this! The other day my mate got 'possessed' the other day. Most people didn't believe him but then I realised he wasn't himself and then he threw up everywhere. Tell me someone, is this just a coincidence he became ill right after he was 'possessed' or was it a genuine 'possession'?! If you know tell me fast please so I may stop doing this if I want to!!! 😖