I don't know what the real friend really mean. i really really don't. by now i'm just speak my heart with god because when my heart speaks i know he listens. maybe others find me strange but the reality is i'm just don't have any trust with any friends. SUmtimes i do but actually i don't. i cry and studies like alone. friends go go and go. you know this days people like to mind what other do and did. They are so like paparazzi.what i can conclude for now is friends are sucksss