Mind babble...

Started by Coldfire43 pages

Originally posted by CrazyInLove
more like Becca has got your balls.......... uh.......no one ever heard me say that. *hides*

he's been busy 🙁 🙁 very very busy... you know him... work and no play........ unless it's with me 😄


Becca you naughty thing you shock

Sounds like Julian's a bit whipped 😂

Originally posted by Coldfire
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*refrains from making any comments* *snickersnickersnicker* hehehehe sorry 😛

pbbbbt!!!
Originally posted by CrazyInLove
more like Becca has got your balls.......... uh.......no one ever heard me say that. *hides*

he's been busy 🙁 🙁 very very busy... you know him... work and no play........ unless it's with me 😄

😄 hehehe....oh you know it!!

Originally posted by Coldfire
Becca you naughty thing you shock

Sounds like Julian's a bit whipped 😂

damn skippy! 😄

Yo, Fëanorer. What da dilly-o? I see you continue to type the lovely type, and I must admit that yo' po'etry is 'bout the only stuff aroun' here dat I read all da way through, yo. It be da Keats in yo, fo' sho'. Anywoo, it be like dat. Here's hip-hop-hoping all is kool wid chu. Take the life E.Z.

Peas.

Originally posted by Ya Krunk'd Floo
Yo, Fëanorer. What da dilly-o? I see you continue to type the lovely type, and I must admit that yo' po'etry is 'bout the only stuff aroun' here dat I read all da way through, yo. It be da Keats in yo, fo' sho'. Anywoo, it be like dat. Here's hip-hop-hoping all is kool wid chu. Take the life E.Z.

Peas.

aww...thanks bro. that makes me all a quiver with love plentiful..in a non homosexual way 😉

A Rambled Thought…leads to nowhere.

Walk with me: and where will I lead you?
To newly fallen snow, glistening bright in the noon day sun?
Close your eyes, and peak your mind…imagine what you see.
A hand holding the heart, beating, pulsing, alive.

Talk with me: and what will you say?
Hollow’d words to play at the soul, or lift it to the sky?
Open your ears, and listen with hope…a chorus of songs.
Sway now your body, the movements encouraging.

Look now, the growth that stagnates when bliss is denied.
Hope is despoiled, as the gluttonous man seeks,
For a precious moment, that time will abide.
When rotted flowers abundantly reeks.

And gather there the jeweled light,
That adorns the ebony’d sky.
Pray to heaven to abandon your hopeless plight.
The tears wane, shrivel and die.

Lessons in Lies

I walked the empty road,
Littered with dead leaves torn.
The sky turned grey, gloomy and cold.
A despondent song sung to make my heart mourn.

I shaped my thoughts to embrace the gloom.
My will to live I have denied.
Sagged shoulders under a wizened moon,
Cast its light upon my saddened eye.

It mocks me, the quiet solitude.
With empty threats of in fidelus.
Weaving harried dreams to foul my mood,
Awaken the demons among us.

Lies and truths, the lines are blurred,
Can it ever be redeemed?
When souls are blind and impure,
Deceit is as it seems.

So there I go, to this empty road…
Long ago I dare tread.
Disconsolate. Bereft of life and hope,
And saw my spirit dead.

Nice stuff hun hug How you been???

Originally posted by Coldfire
Nice stuff hun hug How you been???
thanks...and i've been well. 😄

Mud

Hey, did I ever tell of the time I played in the mud?
Wet and gooey, it felt really good.
Sloshing and frolicking like a gleeful kid
But when my friends showed, boy did I hid.

I couldn’t let them see me in my joy.
What would they say…that I was a boy?
To play in dirt, filled with brown water,
For then they’d say what is the matter?

But when they’ve gone, I resumed my play.
Having fun, yeah that was my day.
I’d do it again, oh yes I would.
After all, boys and girls, it’s only mud.

Laurëlin…The Golden Tree

On a lonely field of green, stood a golden tree…
It glittered in the sun, bright as can be.
It was tall and proud, reaching towards the sky.
Blinding beauty, before my eye.

I approached the tree with caution and care…
And felt the need to touch, but I did not dare.
No. Fear did not fill me, but wonder and awe.
For I felt naked and hideous, unsightly with flaw.

And in the shade I stood, inspired though I may be…
By the blinding wonderment of this golden tree.
No words or thoughts of poetic prose came,
So I cast my head down…feeling my shame.

And turned about to walk away…
With leadened feet, my soul dismayed.
And face my tormented heart, all within.
This tree that was…Laurëlin.

unless you're familiar with Tolkien's "The Silmarillion", this most likely would not make sense...

What Lies…..

Rotted willow, deadly daffodil…
Somber weeps the burning swill.

Above me cries the lunar face,
Teary eyed the human race.

Hope is less when all is lost.
The wicked man affords the cost.

Deceit and lies malignant fare.
Blossom full, I would not care.

It grows and spread, yet none can see…
This cancerous tumor afflicting me.

Beguiled, yet less and more
Limned beyond the crooked door.

This cross I bear, slick wet with red.
Death come take me…this soul is dead.

Denied once more, O’ happy fate!
Laughter sings with glorious hate.

A salve to soothe, the prickled pain…
The hand that plays, the gambled game.

Deceit and lies malignant fare,
Blossom full, I would not care.

Growing old…

Wasted youth, forgotten days
Old men pine, of glories past
Yearn for lovers, the memories haze
So soon, so soon it cannot last.

Envied life, no longer theirs
Scorn the young abound
Alone they live, with none to care
Scream wordless thoughts without a sound

The gaited pace will soon be slowed
Atrophied limbs in weakened state
To sit and ponder the years unbowed
And face the destined faceless fate

In silent soliloquy they gather hope
Gnarled fingers search…
Alone they dance when death does grope
Deep beneath the hungry earth.

Alone…A Lonely Man

Eyes gleam the gloaming hour
Sanctifying emotions dour

The dismal warmth ablaze the thirst
The burdened shoulders soon will burst

Hoary frost upon my tongue
Nay I say, the dirge is sung

When trumpets blare among the lyre
In triumph cede, the glutton mire

Anger lap the barren shore
And speak of this, forever more

Forever more, no more is spent
The love is crossed, must I relent?

Away! Away! The heavens tear
In silent hymn, in solemn fear

Glory goes to the losers’ grace
Among the anthem of empty space

Heavy the barren the land
I march alone, a lonely a man.

No TITle

They say life goes on…
And that it waits for no one.
A cliché they say
To ease the pain
When you lose a loved one

How silly and idiotic
Bordering on despotic
But its words one would use
In order to soothe
When life has gone chaotic

I would rather they say nothing
Than something so smothering
Whether it’s lost love or its death
Should I now hold my breath?

But I will say this once and only once
If the need ever rise for me to hear
Those words…Oh dear, oh my...boo-hoo
Remember I said, “FUKC YOU!!!!!”

Originally posted by Fëanor
thanks...and i've been well. 😄

Glad to hear it 😊

What's with all the melancholy works mah dear? hug

Only Yesterday

It’s hard to wonder, what we had yesterday
Laughing at the things that didn’t mean a thing

When I saw you there standing alone that way
The sadness in your eyes cleared by the wind

Blowing the clouds when I’d walk on by
But I didn’t think we’d see the end

I haven’t got any more tears to cry
Spent it all just gathering

My broken heart in pieces
Just so you know it’s true

So I begged and pleaded for you to release me
But you held on when you said I loved you

The dreams we shared would never stay
No matter how hard we tried

Cause those dreams are only for yesterday
We stopped laughing. We stopped smiling.
We stopped living and loving when our hearts died.

An Addiction

I say goodbye
To this worn out feeling
You know I’ve tried
Down here I’m kneeling

For a hollow moment
Standing alone in the rain
On the edge of torment
Driving my thoughts away

You know I’m addicted
To all that you’ve ever said
It’s true that my soul is conflicted
And that a part of me is dead

Don’t tell me where to go
When you smile at me that way
There’s no passion for us to show
A million miles, oh won’t you please stay

Holding on to you when you know I’m lost
And carry on while I’m down
Taking away what I want most
And hurting me where you’ve always known

Goin’ away

Where did you go
I’ve seem to have lost my way
How was I to know
That one day you’d go away

Every night I lay awake
With dreams of you and your smile
What is real to me, turns out to be all fake
I don’t want to lay down, hoping to die

Blue sky crumble
Rain washing away my tear
When I walk I stumble
And you are nowhere near

These lies we make
To ease our colored pain
Forgetting the day we laughed
But we knew, we knew it was never the same

There must be a way
To make our hearts feel again
All that we’ve ever had
But that moment you knew would never stay

Don’t know why it is…

My words have failed me
My thoughts in a fukcing mess
Life moves too slowly
These lies I’ve yet to confess

Hoping for time to stand still
But the hand keeps moving on
Waiting for some thing
Maybe, even for someone

Didn't you know
These words I have to say
When my heart opens up to show
I hope you’ll stay

I see with empty eyes, there is nothing
Emotions are flowing
Only to die in my arms
The emptiness is growing

It cost too much
For me to love so free
Not knowing if there is such
A thing as me