I don't mean this to scare you. But explain it to me..

Why do you persist?

And by that I mean this:

For the past 3 days I've been at a friend's house. (Which was why things were so quite and no-one was pissed off lol!) But while I was gone I had an omen. It's not that I suck, it's not that you suck, it's not even that liberals suck.

It's cause we all suck.

Take for instace Ashley, she likes me. She's a nice girl and I'm flatterd, but I DO NOT LIKE HER.. But she does not get that, countinualy when I ask for her sister she doesn't hand her the phone and either i'm forced to talk to her stupid ass or hangup. Depending on my mood at the given time. I've told her before I'd help her find a bf if she'd just lay off.

But she persists..

I could just giveup, this is getting difficult trying to bag her sister who infact might not like me at all.

Abd yet, I persist.

Because we believe something, we feel so strongly about something we reach out for it. We give our flesh and souls only to face failure and more tasks ahead of us. And so I ask you why? Why bother? Why persist? What is to stop me right now from buying a weapon (any weapon it don't matter.) and making a big scene in some public place? Maybe kill a few people, force those stupid po-pos to put a couple rounds through me so I no longer have to work for my beliefs that get mocked and trampled anyways.. And yet they're ignorant, ignorant to the fact that they worked and will countinue to work to protect themselves and others from guys like me, who was smart enough to only have one last task. One last ounce of anguish and chore before he could throw God the big finger. And so It makes me wonder why you try, why you care, why not just do it? Go out with a bang. And have a little fun before the ride is over. No more struggeling, no more thinking, no more defiance or having to accept a non-bennefical happening. No more anything. You'd be given true liberation. Because you are no longer bound to a mind that encourages you to live, and to be punished for something you, nor I, nor even those ****ing liberals deserve. So I ask you..

Why do you persist?

I dont suck..I rule.

Originally posted by KidRock
I dont suck..I rule.

Originally posted by Big Evil
Yes Yes KR, we all know your God thinks you're cool. : \

To you, I am god.

Why?......because I want to....sure it doesn'T matter, but I don't feel like starting a massacre just yet........life is not that bad as you say, idf it was much more people would do suicide.
And don't forget all these Christians, Muslims, Hindus, Jews that actually believe you have to lead a good life....

Originally posted by Big Evil

But while I was gone I had an omen.

Epiphany. Not an omen. Don't assume that everyone that sets out to achieve something fails. I haven't failed, because persistance is just that. Giving up is failing. I don't give up.

Like Kid Rock, a God fearing yahoo. Who traps us in a web of lies and pain and if we defy our pre-set curse we are given an even greater sentence of lies and pain, only for all our suffering and anguish to be awareded the provlage to grovvle endlessly to an onimpetant being who makes it no big secret that he is in control of us and we are but lowly peasents to his greatness. What a life both here and then.. No wonder the morningstar came to be..

Let me make it apparent that liberals arw far worse. They expect us to grovvle to other HUMANS..

Originally posted by Cinemaddiction
Epiphany. Not an omen. Don't assume that everyone that sets out to achieve something fails.

I haven't failed, because persistance is just that. Giving up is failing. I don't give up.

Do you even know that it is which you desire? Untill you do you cannot judge how you have failed or succeeded in your life. Now look back at everything you've loved or appreciated and how your precious, merciful gods, or this wonderful, spectacular, life takes it all away from you. And you have to ask me how you failed?

Why do I persist? Because if I set my mind on something, I will not give up until I have succeeded. I know what I want, and I will jump any hurdles I need to make it happen. I recently managed to make one of my biggest dreams come true. There were so many times where it seemed like it simply wouldn't work, no matter what, but I kept on until I was able to make it happen. And I'm so glad I did because it made me happier than I'd even been before in my life.

Originally posted by Big Evil
Like Kid Rock, a God fearing yahoo. Who traps us in a web of lies and pain and if we defy our pre-set curse we are given an even greater sentence of lies and pain, only for all our suffering and anguish to be awareded the provlage to grovvle endlessly to an onimpetant being who makes it no big secret that he is in control of us and we are but lowly peasents to his greatness. What a life both here and then.. No wonder the morningstar came to be..

Let me make it apparent that liberals arw far worse. They expect us to grovvle to other HUMANS..

Well but some people might like to be slaves if they just get treated good.

Originally posted by Big Evil
Why? The outcome is always the same.

Man are you in denial..

Do you even know that it is which you desire? Untill you do you cannot judge how you have failed or succeeded in your life. Now look back at everything you've loved or appreciated and how your precious, merciful gods, or this wonderful, spectacular, life takes it all away from you. And you have to ask me how you failed?

The outcome isn't always the same for ME. Don't even try to define my reason for living, or question my tenacity. You don't know the first thing about me, son.

Don't talk to me about denial. Actually, I do know what I desire, and that's success in life, which I have achieved and continue to do so with my small business. God gives and he takes away. That's life. Even if I were in control of my own destiny, I'd probably still lose something, and the only difference would be I'd have myself to blame, although I still take the blame for my failures as it is.

Originally posted by Lana
Why do I persist? Because if I set my mind on something, I will not give up until I have succeeded. I know what I want, and I will jump any hurdles I need to make it happen. I recently managed to make one of my biggest dreams come true. There were so many times where it seemed like it simply wouldn't work, no matter what, but I kept on until I was able to make it happen. And I'm so glad I did because it made me happier than I'd even been before in my life.

So what, because since things could possibly fall apart for me in the future I should just not try? Sorry, but I don't work that way. If there is any, any chance in me succeeding, I will try my damnedest to make sure I do, and if I fail at something it sure as hell won't be for lack of trying.

The outcome isn't always the same for ME. Don't even try to define my reason for living, or question my tenacity. You don't know the first thing about me, son.

which I have achieved and continue to do so with my small business. God gives and he takes away.

That's life. Even if I were in control of my own destiny, I'd probably still lose something, and the only difference would be I'd have myself to blame, although I still take the blame for my failures as it is.

Originally posted by Lana
So what, because since things could possibly fall apart for me in the future I should just not try? Sorry, but I don't work that way. If there is any, any chance in me succeeding, I will try my damnedest to make sure I do, and if I fail at something it sure as hell won't be for lack of trying.

SO I assume you see dying as failing....because their are people that didn'T lose everything before they die.....if thats te way you feel I have to admit.....why lay death offf....I mean now you might not lose as much as later.

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So, in other words, Big Evil here is just trying to bash you all on your thoughts? How touching, BE. I applaude you with golf claps for eternity.

You know, BE, I really pity you. I thought I had a negative outlook on life, but at least I still have enough hope and determination to try and succeed in something. I have failed in things before. But you know what? It only made me more determined in the long run. One success can crush the disappointment of a hundred failures.

Having a negative outlook on life is boring, anyway. I prefer the semi-positive one. It comes with dental.

Originally posted by Captain REX
Having a negative outlook on life is boring, anyway. I prefer the semi-positive one. It comes with dental.

😆

I'll admit, I'm very pessimistic. But it still doesn't stop me from persisting at something I want to happen. There are still a handful of things I have a positive outlook on.