How do I keep making the same mistake
Am I that incapable of change
I follow my heart blindly
Believing in the lies I tell myself
Trying to substitute my pain with fairy tales
Never once taking notice of the truth
I look for the pity and acceptance of others
While pushing away those who get too close
Will I always be this helpless and hopeless
Am I really the lost cause that I tell myself I am?
Am I really the lost cause that I tell myself I am?
Am I?
you had to this coming
The knives of sorrow that I cling to kill me
long before the clinched daggar pierces my skin
I watch the red liquid flow bringing to the surface
all that I have hidden from the world
No one heard my screams for help
Maybe they'll take notice in my death
pain and sorrow
We were friends for so long
But I will not miss you
Those who claimed to care will welcome you
I hate to end thing here
but my time has come
to say goodbye