I am a jerk....look what I did...
me and my boyfrien now had it planned to go out when he broke up with his first girlfriend Heaven. Then when he broke up he thought I liked 2 other guys so he went with Alicia...who knew I liked him..and she started likeing him after one night. Then the next day when I found out I pmed him asking him why. And he toled me because he thought I liked other guyes...now I won't make me sound innocent..cuz I'm not. I told her I would stop trying to convince him that he liked me more then her and I liked him....But I didn't. Then he finally admitted he liked me more and we cyber-kissed some one night...when they were still together. But I didn't go any father cuz she WAS my friend and I didn't wanna do any more. So the next day I felt really guilty..and I told her....she thinks I only told her to get her to break up with him..but I didnt'. and she didnt' dump him......he decided to dump her cuz he liked me....... and I was a jerk.....and everything else..and I don't deserve him after what I did.*cries hard* weep