friend problums
i have lost 3 friends in the past month cuz of what they have been doing i am different then them and they think that they can use me like a toy it makes me upset cuz i have helped alot of people and only my brother,my mom,and my friend alicia which only uses me for certian things have said thankyou everyone else doesnt say thank you to any thing it feels like i have a sighn on my back saying dont say any thing to me and all of my friends have only used me for their own reasons most of them do drugs and i dont want to do drugs i want to be successful at my life and dont want to do any of that stuff they want to do i have lost them becuz i dont want to be like them and they dont care that i feel bad at all. i am trying to find a friend that likes me for who i am and who cares about my problums i have always been there for my friends but they havent been there for me i feel like a used napken it hurts too much. i dont want any friends that do drugs i dont cuss either im not like most of them and they want me to become one of them i dont want that tho they cant respect the way i am most of them care only about thier selfs and dont care about thier own friend i know every one has problums but i have lots of problums and they dont seem to care about them at all it hurts my feelings very much. can some one help me plz and just listen to my problums. most of my friends only come over to see my brother and it hurts my feelings cuz they only came over to see him and not their own friend. not many people accept for who i want to be i want to be a person that doesnt cuss or do drugs i want to be an artist and they make fun of me im one of thoose 12year old girls that make friends with older people like 16 year olds i just need a friend my age that will listen to me and help me.