it was almost like vietnam. i have flashbacks...i also have dreams where i am being called up and being told that i cant go back to work until i finish school...im like "i allready did" and they are like"no you didnt" so i have to go back for an extra year. all those stinking kids around me and i am in 12th grade again. thats pure tourture.
hope. been clean all my life. oddly enough i think it was the fact that i was the only caucasian in an all african american school. kinda puts a target on your back. just dont know how many kids wil gang up on you just for that. sucks. i have been out for 5 years and i cant stop thinking about those kids and hoping they have moved on to something else. i cant hold a grudge, but i cant forget.