Crazy Ramblings of the C...

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good thread

You gonna post some more stuff soon hun??

Why did you have to fall in love with me?

Why

why me?

Why did you have to fall in love with me?

Why did you have to see things in me that others could not see?

And stick with me, throughout times that were not so free?

Why?

Why did we stay so strong?

Dream of each other all night long?

To wake up and see it... gone?

Why?

Why did I make you feel,

That true love is and felt so real?

Only to find a heart I killed?

Why?

Why did a choice have to be made?

Why did I fall in love with enslaved?

Promise to be there until the grave?

Why?

Why did I spend so much time?

On someone I hoped was mind?

Only to find that I made them cry?

Why?

Why am I here right now?

Sorrow grows, and gladness clouds,

There are frowns and no more smiles?

Why?

Why did it have to end like this?

Before I could kiss those lips?

Why couldn't I tell you this?

Why?

Why did things go so wrong?

And defeat a love that was so strong?

Why am I singing this song?

Why?

Why did you have to fall in love with me?

Give it all and feel so free?

Be happy and find defeat?

Why?

Well now its all said and done,

Whatever was had is now so gone,

I gotta find it inside to venture on,

but I had to play this song

I actually like that one C

I like it too hun ๐Ÿ˜„

Originally posted by T.V.O.T.I.
I actually like that one C
Whats that mean? ๐Ÿ˜ 

Oh and thanks, CF. ๐Ÿ˜„

cool poems...

Mario be nice!

I think he may have been hinting at the... randomness of my poetry...

Originally posted by Enslaved
cool poems...

Mario be nice!


what did I do? :cry:
Originally posted by Tha C-Master
I think he may have been hinting at the... randomness of my poetry...

I general am not into your usual subjecy matter. I like the last one because it dealt with human emotion.

Originally posted by Tha C-Master
Whats that mean? ๐Ÿ˜ 

Oh and thanks, CF. ๐Ÿ˜„


You're welcome ๐Ÿ˜Š

Maaaaaan I haven't talked to ya in forever! How ya been hun? hug

A bit down...

Originally posted by Tha C-Master
A bit down...

awww that's no good hug

I talk to you about it...

When times are low

When times are low,
You feel so down,
Your mind doesn't know where it wants to go,
Life feels so upside down.

Your soul feels lost,
As if all is removed from touch,
You wonder the cost,
To get the things back you trust.

You feel so empty,
Like you've been away for awhile,
You feel like exploding,
But you force upon yourself a smile.

Darker than the darkest dungeon,
Is where everything lies.
Like a knife has taken out your lungs,
And you wither away and die.

Do things have to stay that way,
or will they change?
Will we find reasons to celebrate,
or will we continue to feel the same?

Was life, truly made for us to cherish,
Or is it a hellhole for us to suffer?
You wish your heart was frozen,
Because the pain alone is just too much to muster.

But here a loved one comes, and what they will say:
Wipe those tears,
Even the ones that don't show they are about to give way.
Or I'll wipe them for years.

When we feel there is at last no hope,
Someone shows us the gift of touch.
Not simple touch, thats too easy to know,
This touch is the touch of the heart.

You will get that, and your joy will rise,
You will feel so happy, air under your feet.
Thats when you will dry those eyes,
And the love of life itself will give you wings.

So don't feel so hurt,
go on in life and try to soar.
And for what its worth,
I will ALWAYS be closer than the length of a door.

If everything is to go back to the way it was, apologies need to be given freely.

On both sides...

You really do know how to push your luck... look at it like this, you're the one losing out, so I figure you should be the one working your ass off to make things right. And yet you are adamant you're the victim in all this!!

And, to top it all off, you're sending venomous emails to Sarah while she's in hospital. Some friend you are ๐Ÿ˜ 

Originally posted by Syren
You really do know how to push your luck... look at it like this, you're the one losing out, so I figure you should be the one working your ass off to make things right. And yet you are adamant you're the victim in all this!!

And, to top it all off, you're sending venomous emails to Sarah while she's in hospital. Some friend you are ๐Ÿ˜ 

I AM working my ass off and I AM actually by her side, and she turned her back on me for the third time when I was listening to her as she had made some unwise decisions... I was FORGIVING HER. I don't think I AM the victim, I think we both have caused each other bruises and I was trying to move things on after what she did... but as usual its never about whats right, or whats for both, is about ONE person. This is getting personal so I'll leave it at this...

Now I hadn't talked to her IN the hospital, because she decided to ignore ME while I was concerned about her health, I didn't talk to her until I got home. If you want the whole story I'll share it with you... ๐Ÿ˜‰

Shared, accepted.

But I've seen the emails Cordy... ๐Ÿ˜ฌ

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