I'm confused. I thought I knew how my summer was going to go and now, not so much. I had no plans to visit NC this summer. I was going to be sending my daughter back but I was staying in NV. I found out today, my father that I havn't spoken to in 3 years probably has prostate cancer.
I have recently forgiven him for the reason we didn't talk for so long (which was complicated).. we still haven't talked but I feel I need to go to NC now to see him..
Also someone dear to me may have said good bye to me.. instead of good night.
Maybe it's time to light a candle and drink some tea. I have to figure this mess out. uhuh