If you'll be up for a bit I'll be back to vent buddy, ugh mainly I lost my house key and maybe some banking info but I'm not jumping to conclusions till I check where I'm headed now.
It sucks cause like...what I love is ruining my life to be honest...I can't keep living this way...here I am up at 4am freaking out when I have work tomorrow an a normal person would be asleep but I'm here panicking and idk man...shit sucks lmfao.
I'll be back though here in a bit.
Thanks guys, you're the best honestly...like I know I always tell you guys you're all I have but it's pretty much the truth...and I appreciate you all for being there...I'm trying my best to hold on it's like idk...if someone saw me in public they'd probably think I have all my shit together but honestly it's the farthest thing from the truth...idk. Blah.
Thanks for putting up with guys, love you all.