so finally I got my order and went forward to collect it
I went up and took the bucket.
I went off to see aamie then turned around and said
" oh alanna" she turned around " if you think suicide is funny then you have another thing coming ***** because I can promise you I will be laughing when the blood is seeping out of your slit wrists and broken veins, good night"
her faced blanched and she went a bit pale, I walked out of there feeling proud and hugged aamie afterwards