i am afraid of suicide
dying isnt fun you know, there isnt really anything past this world we live in. all i found was my thoughts slowly drifting out and becoming less.
like smoke in the wind
ironically enough i love self harm but am not allowed to do it as if i scar to much more i wont have a job in the army and people will notice again
-_-
i dont want to make people cry but this is a memorable thing my little sis once asked me
"do you think Kanga from winnie the pooh has cancer?"
"what, why would you say that!?"
"well think about this, she has no boobs because she needed to get breast reduction surgery to remove a cancer cyst and her family is prone to breast cancer"
"thats horrible"
"and she has no hair because of all the Chemo therapy she has been recieving due to the cancer coming back, that would explain why she talks so soft... She is dying"
GOD DAMNIT GIORGIA dont say that shit, its giving me feelings