we grow and change with our enviroment and situations
as i child i was afraid to grow up but i wanted to be strong, not just strong as in pure muscle machine but i wanted to be able to handle most situations and keep myself going.
it was when i was 10 and i read most of mums philosophy books that i changed over and found a book, simply titles "the atom" it was a medium -hardbound book and i was reading it when i suddenly realised
"its not enough to survive"
it was this moment of unexplained purpose that i realised that survival is half the battle in life. the other half is telling it where to shove its head and showing what you can do
it was when i was 10 years of age i realised
i am dying. these years will go with time and i have the potential to show greatness as my light surely fades.