Originally posted by YamchaI can relate a lot Yamcha my good man, keep strong and stick at it. Even if it doesn't work out, at least you tried your very best I guess! That's pretty much what I'm aiming for right now.
I'm laying awake, I should be sleeping seeing as how I have work later but I just have so much on my mind I figure if I released it somehow..maybe I'll be able to gain a bit of respite if only for an hour or so.I've lost so much of myself this year, everything has just been so overwhelming..I'm constantly haunted by it all, I feel like I've fallen so far, financially I'm in better shape than I ever have been in my life but internally I haven't felt so empty in years. I'm trying to stay positive though, trying to remind myself things eventually pass...I can get back to where I was before in life, it just takes time...At one point I achieved a happiness I'd never thought I'd be able to reach...now realizing I did it once before, I know it's in the realm of possibility. I've been trying to stay away from drinking, seeing as how it's always just robbed me of everything I've loved, especially this year. I haven't shaved in weeks, I look beyond haggard but I really don't mind at this point in time..I'm just trying to pick myself back up off the canvas once more..life hits hard but I must remind myself to endure.
To anyone that has reached out to help, you don't understand how much your kindness means to me..I have a bad habit of trying to deal with everything myself cause I don't like to put my issues upon the backs of others, so the fact I usually don't reply isn't me trying to be rude so please don't take it that way...I'm just not used to people reaching out and lending a hand, and while I will still choose to bare all this weight to myself...I can't thank you enough for your kind words and concern...that alone means the world to me.
Originally posted by Yamcha
I'm laying awake, I should be sleeping seeing as how I have work later but I just have so much on my mind I figure if I released it somehow..maybe I'll be able to gain a bit of respite if only for an hour or so.I've lost so much of myself this year, everything has just been so overwhelming..I'm constantly haunted by it all, I feel like I've fallen so far, financially I'm in better shape than I ever have been in my life but internally I haven't felt so empty in years. I'm trying to stay positive though, trying to remind myself things eventually pass...I can get back to where I was before in life, it just takes time...At one point I achieved a happiness I'd never thought I'd be able to reach...now realizing I did it once before, I know it's in the realm of possibility. I've been trying to stay away from drinking, seeing as how it's always just robbed me of everything I've loved, especially this year. I haven't shaved in weeks, I look beyond haggard but I really don't mind at this point in time..I'm just trying to pick myself back up off the canvas once more..life hits hard but I must remind myself to endure.
To anyone that has reached out to help, you don't understand how much your kindness means to me..I have a bad habit of trying to deal with everything myself cause I don't like to put my issues upon the backs of others, so the fact I usually don't reply isn't me trying to be rude so please don't take it that way...I'm just not used to people reaching out and lending a hand, and while I will still choose to bare all this weight to myself...I can't thank you enough for your kind words and concern...that alone means the world to me.
Yamaha you silly paper MillMan
You do have our support and I myself am always happy to listen and try to take off some weight from your shoulders. It's ok to try and deal with things yourself but if you need a bit of a rest we are always here
Stay strong my man <3
Originally posted by Scribble
I haven't got a milestone in ages, not too fussed though, I got enough back in the day. I'm just waiting to see who gets the Millionth, better not happen whilst I'm sleeping or at uni. Still a while to go though.
Probably some troll, they'll just spam something at that second haermm
Everyone will be all fffuuu
haermm