The 2,000,000th post game

You'll make it out the other side.

Scribs, you're awesome

you make awesome design things and you're really funny and smart

I don't think I want to though, I'm just a shitty person

I told my friends I wasn't going to hang out with them any more and I dunno they took it really weird

And Natalie sat me down in her room and explained how bad an idea it was for me to do that, and after a while I felt happy, and I said I'd give it another shot, even though I'm not worth their time because I'm a bad friend. But I felt okay for a minute.

Then later we were choosing options and her and Josh (shitty guy) turned out to choose the same options, so they're in all of the same lectures next year, and I just started being a complete **** and saying I ****ing hated them, Josh was like "haha dw he's joking" and I was like no I'm not, **** you guys seriously, and I think it really hurt Natalie because her girlfriend had already made her feel like shit earlier and she didn't need that, especially not after our chat earlier

Like I'm such a ****ing child, and I don't want to be like this, but I can't help it, and I can feel everything getting to me. I don't think there's any hope for me at this point

Originally posted by Selphie
Scribs, you're awesome

you make awesome design things and you're really funny and smart

but honestly thank you

Originally posted by Scribble
I don't think I want to though, I'm just a shitty person

I told my friends I wasn't going to hang out with them any more and I dunno they took it really weird

And Natalie sat me down in her room and explained how bad an idea it was for me to do that, and after a while I felt happy, and I said I'd give it another shot, even though I'm not worth their time because I'm a bad friend. But I felt okay for a minute.

Then later we were choosing options and her and Josh (shitty guy) turned out to choose the same options, so they're in all of the same lectures next year, and I just started being a complete **** and saying I ****ing hated them, Josh was like "haha dw he's joking" and I was like no I'm not, **** you guys seriously, and I think it really hurt Natalie because her girlfriend had already made her feel like shit earlier and she didn't need that, especially not after our chat earlier

Like I'm such a ****ing child, and I don't want to be like this, but I can't help it, and I can feel everything getting to me. I don't think there's any hope for me at this point

But why do you think you're a bad friend? Why would you not want to hang out with your friends?

Because I do stuff like that, make people feel bad for making their own choices and not just centring their lives around me. It's pathetic and I don't want to be like that

You keep saying you're shitty but like cmon give yourself a break you know we're still young dumb full of cum etc you can be shit we can all be shit think of it like this you're a potatoe, someday... Someday scribble you will be a crisp, and a fine one I bet

Being a crisp does sound fun

That metaphor was hella weird but also kind of beautiful

Originally posted by Scribble
I don't think I want to though, I'm just a shitty person

I told my friends I wasn't going to hang out with them any more and I dunno they took it really weird

And Natalie sat me down in her room and explained how bad an idea it was for me to do that, and after a while I felt happy, and I said I'd give it another shot, even though I'm not worth their time because I'm a bad friend. But I felt okay for a minute.

Then later we were choosing options and her and Josh (shitty guy) turned out to choose the same options, so they're in all of the same lectures next year, and I just started being a complete **** and saying I ****ing hated them, Josh was like "haha dw he's joking" and I was like no I'm not, **** you guys seriously, and I think it really hurt Natalie because her girlfriend had already made her feel like shit earlier and she didn't need that, especially not after our chat earlier

Like I'm such a ****ing child, and I don't want to be like this, but I can't help it, and I can feel everything getting to me. I don't think there's any hope for me at this point

Ok scribs, the reason you feel that way is because of the depression. The reason you're acting that way is because of the depression. Everything that sucks right now is because of the depression.

Trust me.

You're not a horrible person, and you are worth the time but because of you being in a bad place it just seems that way.

You need to get some outside help and once you start to feel better in yourself the dark clouds will lift.

Originally posted by Scribble
Because I do stuff like that, make people feel bad for making their own choices and not just centring their lives around me. It's pathetic and I don't want to be like that

You gotta do your own thing and be happy with what you're doing. I know it's way easier said than done, but as long as you're occupied with your own projects or things you'll love, you'll be fine with being on your own sometimes

and people always care about themselves, thats just how it is, but your true friends will make time for you

biscuits

Originally posted by Piggle Humsy
Ok scribs, the reason you feel that way is because of the depression. The reason you're acting that way is because of the depression. Everything that sucks right now is because of the depression.

Trust me.

You're not a horrible person, and you are worth the time but because of you being in a bad place it just seems that way.

You need to get some outside help and once you start to feel better in yourself the dark clouds will lift.

And I know it's the depression but being depressed shouldn't be a get out of jail free card for being a bad and nasty person to those closest to me

Originally posted by Selphie
You gotta do your own thing and be happy with what you're doing. I know it's way easier said than done, but as long as you're occupied with your own projects or things you'll love, you'll be fine with being on your own sometimes

and people always care about themselves, thats just how it is, but your true friends will make time for you

And yeah it's true. Nat's been a stellar friend to me through all of this so far, don't think I'd have made it this far without her

I'm going to have one more ciggie before bed

depression is awful

its just something ya gotta work through and have faith it'll be over soon

I'm going through it, too, somedays are better than others

I keep going coz I have plans for myself, maybe not super concrete plans, but dammit I wanna do comedy and ideally be on the cover of a ****ing rolling stone mag

Yeah don't go any further.

People with laggy net or whatever it is on gta have it better than my totally fine internet I s2g these guys fall off the edge then somehow are back on it

those cheating bastards

See you tomorrow then yeah

Meatloaf

Originally posted by walshy
See you tomorrow then yeah

Yeah dancing