The 2,000,000th post game

I always suspected it, but, you know, I never believed it. I never wanted to.

Perhaps I'm just that repellent. That unlovable. Perhaps it's just what I deserve for being born so wrong.

Originally posted by Stringer
Hey Scribs. What’s good these days

I'm finding it hard not having depression anymore. Because life is still horrible, regardless of my brain's chemical makeup. Now I have nothing to numb my pain, I feel it in more extreme waves: sadness, and anger. Without depression to numb it all, it's actually in some ways harder to deal with.

They'll hurt me bad, but I won't mind, they'll hurt me bad, yeah they do it all the time

I hope you know that this will go down on your permanent record

I need a piss and a drink but I'm going to purposefully sit here and smoke a cigarette and make myself suffer just that tiny bit more

8, 8, I forget what 8 was for

I wonder when I'll relapse into drinking lmao

Can't believe I convinced myself that there was hope, or a reason to stand tall and try again

Honestly it was very out of character for me. I apologise!

Day after day

I feel like Jandek, but without the manic need to constantly create weird arty shit

Wait, actually I just feel like Jandek

I just want some meaning in my life, some direction, anything

some crucial part of me is missing

Originally posted by Unoriginal
Page 18208 is dedicated to Scribble <3

I just want to get back to work so I can fake normalcy and do my job well. That gives me some sense of reason for existing

I saw that page, it was true quality. I appreciated it good sir

It was highly floral shoppe

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