shade lowers his wand "you know i thought you would actually live up to what you've done. but you cant even see the things that youve done. well jus keep living in your little world of self pitty"he points his wand at his heart suddenly changing the topic completly"hmmmm should i kill myself, or go to the dark lord and let him do it for me. i was alway number one on his hit list, and now raven probably doent want to lear from me now so i guess you all can just slip into voldermorts grasp since raven wont be able to protect any of you"