good question. i asked him, and he just shrugged, and hes got a shrug which says "just drop it, yeah?" and i did, but i was still curious, so i thought id catch him by suprise, but somehow he knew. its as if he always has up an occlumency wall. hes hiding something from everyone, but one day, im gonna find out what it is.
"raven im guessing you didnt mean to say the things you just said."he then adds to pacs comment"he does i tried probing his mind earlier but the barrier was still there,but a mans thoughts are private unless you have his permision you should not try it again. you should only try to invite yourself into someones mind in dire circumstances
"ok but i really do think your throwing something truelly amazing away. i know it when i see it."shade walked out of the castle with a hurt look on his scared face and went to track down milion. he had to talk to him. "if you change your mind ill be around hogsmeade" he said with out a backward glance.
"certainly,his name was Brian he was a very strongwilled young man. always leading the pack wherever he went. sometimes i almost felt like the younger of us.Youd never know that i was older if i didnt have this scar.he was always determined, and full of courage,trustworthiness,and always had a smile on his face",shade wipes a tear away from his face determined not to show rave that he was crying because of the memories of his brother. "he led a team of aurors into a stronghold where deatheaters were said to be having a meeting.but something went wrong, terribly wrong. He had a strong feeling about one of the members of the group, that they were a spy. he turned around to confirm that everyone was still there and when he looked at the man he burst out uncontrolably TRAITOR!. the deatheaters heard him and they slaughtered everyone in the group.How do i know this you might ask. I was with the group that night. i watched my brothers die at the hands of deatheaters. Everyone in the group died except for me. while i was their hostage i heard them talking one night. they said they were getting a new leader the next day. a man called milion. my brother had the gift of being able to read a persons personality, character,and thoughts without using magic. the one time he couldnt control his gift it ended up killing him."shade turned away brushing another tear away from his eyes this time not caring if raven saw it drop from his face."i know you have this gift".