Driver's License
Just received my renewal by mail...still have the old card 666 address. I'll keep it as a souvenir, it was a real place. Thing that bothers is the picture...my eyes look sharp because I blinked...looks kind of stupid. I also grew 2 inches tall, was 5'8" back then. I'll correct it if we move again.
Post
There are Natural colors and Artificial colors. The wind and water are transparent just like glass, but transparency can be leveled. Matter and Antimatter...anything goes. Temperature, Component, Sound, System, Weather, Gravity. General human characteristics and development. Life is all of these. Lately I've been feeling strange with all there is about time which is part of transition and also our creation. Do we really need guidance? Conditions have been improved but haven't change us. I mean, in the long past when there was nothing we have today people still lived an entire life. Science which is nothing more than people from the past said our planet is millions of years old when there was no man. Did they have a time machine to prove it? I'm impressed...really and still on today people keep speculating. Day after Day, with or without time, you look out the window to witness the same thing, either if you're home or outside. But you're busy, letting your limited time pass by, consumed with every day's activities that you believe are necessary because they have been working on them before you were born, so why not follow it...right...what choice left. We are not attached but we are acting on our own which makes us kind of dependable from each other so we interact and collaborate like in this place if I should call it that way. Our main priority is to keep and continue on the line of duty. I positively convinced you know all of this but I would like to point it out due to an unusual sensation I am experiencing this past week. Somehow time is calling me back...my own self...like I don't really belong in any time frame...not on the year 2000 or this year...not yesterday or tomorrow or the last five or ten minutes. I don't intend to joke and I'm also alright.
See or Feel
My previous post inspired this one. Alright, we all know that to get is to work, it's obligatory. Laziness comes from disagreement which is almost everything there is to do. Our actions lead a way of possibilities that we may be curious about. Would it be enough for anyone to stay immobilized having all from needs or to always miss something in the search of motion? I would prefer to stay more than just fine instead of becoming part of the transition just because things deceive our confidence.
Live Action
The difference it makes is the desire of joining in somehow. It means nothing to me because I only live the moment of my things that I consider important not someone else's. Whatever others do it will have the same impact of timing on me...it happened/it's happening/it'll happen...not much of a deal. In other words I ignore the rest.
Another Project
From -Essential- super hero books I want to collect all the issues from Spider-Man, Thor, Green Lantern, Captain America. They are the same comics in black & white. Later if I could, I'll modify each page, give them better colors and fix the graphics...for instance Spider-Man using chemical-synthetic web with air cartridges that I would change for the organic web just like in the movies. I know they probably won't do it on the comics so I'll do myself the favor preserving the same story and villains. 😛
God
The creator and his mysteries. He's the father, the holy spirit, and the son. He sacrificed Jesus for us to live because failure to disobey is permanent death penalty. He died for us to live because a stupid couple felt in the tricks of the Devil. Somehow we are responsible for others...they do terrible things and you don't but you are also to blame no matter what...weird isn't it? I wonder why he let us and his own son suffer instead of terminating Satan and comrades. What is the reason of letting evil run loose...to prove our courage & loyalty...I seriously believe that's a little rough and absolutely not necessary. He probably expect "too much" from us! I am a little upset and disappointed but still by his side...he's in charge after all and like it or not I'm still depending on assistance. It is like a job and boss, you don't like them and you're also free to leave but later you must get another job and another boss...is irreversible.
Michael Myers
We know girls are very expressive...there's nothing they can't hide, what they are and feel...I love them btw. I've made this entrance for the purpose to clear out the point that Halloween is the male version of Exorcist. He's a very calmed and self controlled boy under the same evil possession...in other words more reliable. What happened in Exorcist was a family tragedy when the girl was also the victim but in Halloween the boy was the perfect house (the boy) for this agent. They tried the same subject on Child's Play but this wasn't evil...it was a man, which is kind of funny and also feels like it. Michael grew, still with his personality but very preserved...it was a school of eternity. Still hungry and emotional...Still human.
What can you make of each Thread?
Besides their title and subject there is something bigger which is need & perception. They use them as cover, remedy, trickery, etc. This one is an expression of mine and has no purpose, perhaps a little interest. I see this place as a city including architectural design...many have shapes and change when they're old. For instance how would you describe infinite...as a vertical line or as a horizontal line?
Doubts
What really are they? The source is need...everything from an interest. It is also the kind of person you are and how you are. For instance, you question about something but your question supports what you disbelieve. Is it frustration, blind rage. If you are certain of your ignorance, you continue on trying...the quest to learn what you don't really know...never pretending you don't know, that would be your worst nightmare. In other words...be honest with yourself. I know this, people are so confused these days.
That's Enough
This is not me...talking about other things rather than toys, movies, and super heroes. I did it for you not to think I'm a robot or some freak. I also tried to sound stupid like most people for you to lose fear by approaching to me but that's it. I hate to joke, I hate talking about sex, I hate to interact with members, etc. I came the first day with my ideas & comments, I didn't know a single crap back there. I will be the same inventor and debater no matter if you read or answer to it. I'm here to say things not to create conversations...sorry.
Do not be Disappointed
What I'm going to do was anticipated. I will be off from the 20th to the 3th...September. It wasn't 3 months but believe me I would have done it if it wasn't for the change of SR release theatre date 28~30...that was what brought me back after 5 days. So please don't think I left, for the first time in 8 months. After that all will be normal again, I just need to purify my soul...new and fresh like I was from the start.
How to convince You
I know all you can do and if it was truly my fear I won't be saying it. I know the consequences of my actions...I know it will give others pride but that's why I do it. I want to sound helpless and desperate for others to feel joy about my agony. I want the faces of those people...I enjoy the guilt. The lower I sound the better it makes me...I learn through pain even if I don't really feel it but I attract it to me, I want it to reach and harm me so I can raise up again even better...recovered. But once others know...will it be the same, will they still believe me? It is a lie in the truth...something new of my own creation. I've seen people lose control for nothing, the news related to love triangles which is the most common case. I just wanted to be involved into that reality that I haven't been part of in all my life. People cry, kill, commit suicide, fight, and do much more for a single person among many others that don't make a difference. The person you seem to care is not that special, it is you and the image in your mind...what you search for and when that image vanishes that person becomes useless and that happens unexpectedly...even when you support it.
The use and meaning
You know me when I mention to do something I always do. Now I'm trying to figure out the best way for me to adapt to my new environment on my way back from vacation. You can do all kind of things normally but when you have an accent in one of your actions people quickly make out a definition of you. To talk about everything including sex but don't go far or it will create a mark. Oh, yes that guy is a maniac he lives for that kind of thing and do nothing but that. Or use inappropriate subjects that may sound intentional...a disrupter. Everybody is perfect except you and they all come together to discard all you say and to put you in a negative view. They also do those things but the difference is that they are caught in the wheel...they are part of what makes the world today collectively. I am in this world but not part of it...I spend day after day at home and that makes the difference so no matter what happens out there I just know it wasn't me. With this type of life you cannot be with others or be involved. I chose to desert this world. I have lived with people just like any person and I know it all...there is a lot to do but not by me...by them, either they sink or discover their problems. I seriously doubt they will any sooner, the more I see the worst they get. They are wrong, they also find things wrong just like me and they collaborate to chaos...I do nothing.