tell the truth about your self...

Started by Rogue Jedi4,912 pages

round and round we go...where do we stop?

what are you doing to me?
i'm so into you,
and the hardest part is knowing that i'll never follow through.
you're slowly killing me,
and i wish it wasn't true,
'cause i'm so into you.
sigh

Sil!! wassap?

Nothing, I'm falling in love with the same person again blush2

You?

im angry

Originally posted by silver_tears
Nothing, I'm falling in love with the same person again blush2

You?

thin ice, Sil.

Originally posted by Rogue Jedi
thin ice, Sil.

Pardon?

Originally posted by silver_tears
Pardon?
well, it depends on what happened the first time. sorry, should've been more clear on that.

Oh no no, nothing like that.
I loved this boy, a lot. But we were having issues and were growing apart. About a month or so ago I was ready to call it quits because it had become so difficult and I thought I had stopped loving him. But at one point I had loved him so much I decided to really just wait it out and see what happens. And now a month later, and he's so amazing that I'm falling, heck fallen, in love with him all over again.

must be nice.

How's your's?

my......what?

Love life 😕

Originally posted by silver_tears
Love life 😕
Ah....well, it's been dead a while, but recently it has been revived, and I like the way it tastes this time, better than the last.

weird? 😕

So you're happier now than in the last one? 🤨

Originally posted by silver_tears
So you're happier now than in the last one? 🤨
no, not happier, not yet, it's weird...more at ease? like I am ready and prepared this time (when it happens, of course), when last time I was constantly backpedalling?

better? 😛

Much doped

Originally posted by silver_tears
Much doped
good. no blinders this time, no ASSUMING all is well, gonna be proactive.

But at the same time don't get too cynical and pessimistic shrug

Originally posted by silver_tears
But at the same time don't get too cynical and pessimistic shrug
nah, I have learned from the mistakes I made recently. If the oppurtunity presents itself for a long term relationship, I have established a nice middle ground in which I will reside. Not blind and deaf to what is going on, but also not too judgemental or harsh. 50/50 instead of 90/10.