My first post in months on KMC:
I'm afraid that I'm growing up too fast at age 16. I hate that all my potential and my creativity have all gone away. I can no longer "play".
I feel like I need to be older so i drink, smoke, and have sex. I feel I need to be younger so i go nowhere and make no improvements in school so I can take my time and hope that youth will have me forever.
Neil Young's Sugar Mountain always makes me tear up because it was the last song my dad asked me to download before my parents got divorced.
I went to a war protest today.
I should be writing an essay that is already three days late.
I am obsessed with Nazi culture, but I am, for all purposes, a hippie, and not racist at all.
I am brushing my teeth right now.
I am with my first serious girlfriend (almost two years) and, I'm afraid I'll resent her if we stay together because I'll be missing out, but I love her. I wish we were older and ready to settle down and both had dating experience behind us.
I think I am moderately attractive.
My mind is so much deeper than my thoughts can put into words (even as far as inner dialog goes).
My ribs are uneven.
One of my thumbs is shorter and wider than the other.
I tend to hoard possessions and can be somewhat pack-rat-esque.
I obsess over the falsities of religion.
I expect my future to be waiting for me, not for me to have to make it.
That made no sense, along with a lot of these, and usually I try to make my writing grammatically perfect.
I am somewhat popular, but I play D&D and know Star Wars Expanded Universe inside and out.
I am an atheist, except sometimes I feel like a God is watching me while I'm on the toilet, so I talk to myself aloud about him, so that the fake god can hear.
I would like to think that I am a prime human specimen.
I have debated killing a pedophile rapist before. I just want a sign first. Ask no more on this, I wasn't raped or touched at all.
My sympathies are with anyone who was ever violated. Keep your heads up.
I accidentally punched my cousin in the face when we were high.
I like not shaving for a week, even though my girlfriend doesn't. She calls me "Beardly" as an adjective and I love it.
I am addicted to this website (It has a new one every week on Sundays) : http://postsecret.blogspot.com/
I hate Aber-Zombies, and American Eagle.
I have an American Eagle coat (but it was free and non-conformist!)
I wish I had interchangeable groups of friends that I could all bring together.
I am sure you are bored with me, so, good night.
Originally posted by jollyjim311most ppl start withwootim back.
My first post in months on KMC:I'm afraid that I'm growing up too fast. I hate that all my potential and my creativity have all gone away. I can no longer "play".
I feel like I need to be older so i drink, smoke, and have sex. I feel I need to be younger so i go nowhere and make no improvements in school so I can take my time and hope that youth will have me forever.
Neil Young's Sugar Mountain always makes me tear up because it was the last song my dad asked me to download before my parents got divorced.
I went to a war protest today.
I should be writing an essay that is already three days late.
I am obsessed with Nazi culture, but I am, for all purposes, a hippie, and not racist at all.
I am brushing my teeth right now.
I am with my first serious girlfriend (almost two years) and, I'm afraid I'll resent her if we stay together because I'll be missing out, but I love her. I wish we were older and ready to settle down and both had dating experience behind us.
I think I am moderately attractive.
My mind is so much deeper than my thoughts can put into words (even as far as inner dialog goes).
My ribs are uneven.
One of my thumbs is shorter and wider than the other.
I tend to hoard possessions and can be somewhat pack-rat-esque.
I obsess over the falsities of religion.
I expect my future to be waiting for me, not for me to have to make it.
That made no sense, along with a lot of these, and usually I try to make my writing grammatically perfect.
I am somewhat popular, but I play D&D and know Star Wars Expanded Universe inside and out.
I am an atheist, except sometimes I feel like a God is watching me while I'm on the toilet, so I talk to myself aloud about him, so that the fake god can hear.
I would like to think that I am a prime human specimen.
I have debated killing a pedophile rapist before. I just want a sign first. Ask no more on this, I wasn't raped or touched at all.
My sympathies are with anyone who was ever violated. Keep your heads up.
I accidentally punched my cousin in the face when we were high.
I like not shaving for a week, even though my girlfriend doesn't. She calls me "Beardly" as an adjective and I love it.
I am addicted to this website (It has a new one every week on Sundays) : http://postsecret.blogspot.com/
I hate Aber-Zombies, and American Eagle.
I have an American Eagle coat (but it was free and non-conformist!)
I wish I had interchangeable groups of friends that I could all bring together.
I am sure you are bored with me, so, good night.