I like my mom, but I really want her to just die.
My whole life I've tried to like her, to get along with her, and it wasn't until about 4 or 5 months ago, I realized it's impossible.
No matter what I do, no matter how I feel, she makes everything worse. Somedays I feel like I'm on top of the world, and then I talk to her, and I feel like killing myself.
I told her I moved out because she makes me feel terrible about myself, and now I'm in a place where I don't have to worry about the cops being called on me, I don't have to worry about being in a fight, and I don't have to worry about suicidal thoughts anymore. And how does she respond? "But I buy you nice things..." Talk about bullshit. You can't buy love. That's so stupid. She always says, "I always wanted to be a good mother".....what a rude awakening for her now.
I hope she dies alone. She never gets anything. She's so self-obsessed, living with her, I was the mother figure, and she was acting like the ****ing child.
I hope I never end up like her.
Originally posted by SelphieT
I like my mom, but I really want her to just die.My whole life I've tried to like her, to get along with her, and it wasn't until about 4 or 5 months ago, I realized it's impossible.
No matter what I do, no matter how I feel, she makes everything worse. Somedays I feel like I'm on top of the world, and then I talk to her, and I feel like killing myself.
I told her I moved out because she makes me feel terrible about myself, and now I'm in a place where I don't have to worry about the cops being called on me, I don't have to worry about being in a fight, and I don't have to worry about suicidal thoughts anymore. And how does she respond? "But I buy you nice things..." Talk about bullshit. You can't buy love. That's so stupid. She always says, "I always wanted to be a good mother".....what a rude awakening for her now.
I hope she dies alone. She never gets anything. She's so self-obsessed, living with her, I was the mother figure, and she was acting like the ****ing child.
I hope I never end up like her.
You sound more and more like me with every post. I'll never amount to anything according to my Mom. Everything I say is "Yeah right" sarcastically. wave