Yesterday I was listening to The Used and I noticed a couple of things about myself. "Buried Myself Alive" and "All That I've Got" quite accurately describe where I was emotionally last year. The fact that I am just realizing this should be clue number one that I was completely oblivious to my everyday life. I guess things got so routine that in my numbness I wasn't aware of anything...Even my own thoughts and feelings. I've also come to realize that no matter how hard I try I could never truly forgive someone who has hurt me. Gawd knows I will never forget (especially with my detailed memory). It's not that I'm affected by it emotionally, but I do remember what it was like going through it. It amazes me how songs can take on a new meaning after life happens. Well, I'm tired of typing and what's really on my mind I don't want to share...Not at the moment at least.