went to the doctor to egt something mildy wrong with my ear fixed
yesterday, instead i found out it is cancer and its attached to and surrounded culinary artery among other things, the surgeon says
if i dont have surgery im dead, and even if i do, theres the problem of cutting into a culinary artery and needing to remove part,
which could have a strong chance of killing me as well, and if i survive im deformed. thats if, because the only qualified doctor
for the surgery left town and wont be back for a month, and the next guy down doesnt think he can do it, but it must be done
at least by 1 week from now if i expect to live.
tell me how ****in awesome that is, huh?