Originally posted by Leo.M
same here.
It really sucks...back in late December if I had a gun I probably would have off'ed myself. My brother says that when I got shit face drunk after being dumped that I told him I wanted to die and to get something to blow my brains out. Needless to say, I don't remember that night.
Originally posted by Puzzle
It really sucks...back in late December if I had a gun I probably would have off'ed myself. My brother says that when I got shit face drunk after being dumped that I told him I wanted to die and to get something to blow my brains out. Needless to say, I don't remember that night.
Its weird though, one minute you want to take your life then the next your thanking god to be alive, you know? its funny yet weird. I use to think like that for awhile. Never went through with ending myself and i'm happy I didn't.
Originally posted by Leo.M
Its weird though, one minute you want to take your life then the next your thanking god to be alive, you know? its funny yet weird. I use to think like that for awhile. Never went through with ending myself and i'm happy I didn't.
Ditto.
Always after having those thoughts you are so happy to not be so stupid. You have to think to yourself that though you may have low points in life there is always something out there that is either in your life or will be in your life soon that makes everything worthwhile.
Originally posted by Puzzle
Ditto.Always after having those thoughts you are so happy to not be so stupid. You have to think to yourself that though you may have low points in life there is always something out there that is either in your life or will be in your life soon that makes everything worthwhile.
Yeah I know what you mean. We just have to try to be strong until the greatest things in life come along.
Originally posted by Puzzle
I got so close as to have a knife to my wrist before.
I thought about hanging myself and taking my dads gun to my head. I was only starting in my teens. I don't know why I didn't go through it. I haven't felt like that in awhile now and I hope those thoughts don't pop in anytime soon.