I just lost my only St8 friend can i blame him no...he said i was becoming to sexual for him. Truth is i have been losing my mind not having the life id pictured in my mind at this stage in my life. One doesnt think they have to grow up till one realizes that one is not a kid anymore and i felt it. The feeling was just growing stronger...but my friend was wrong i have my sex under control and ive been having less and less
Im so unhappy but its because i thought id be living somewhere else by now instead of some dead dream..i feel like i belong in florida right now. I should be there..